71. shatter

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Nowadays I cry by reading the tears of others

that they leave in their words.

By writing words,

after words, after words,

after words.

By shutting my eyes and listening to songs

By sitting still,

by closing my eyes,

by trying to breathe.

I cannot carry this weight,

it is suffocating.

I cry by evading the tears filling this space

By wrapping my arms around myself

because I feel I could fall apart.

I am falling apart...

again.

And I do all this and all that

till I can't withhold the pain

and my hands splinter

and I shatter like glass

watching as these tears wash

my pieces away.

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27.02.23

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