Here we are again, you know, just sad little Dusk. Complaining about everything on a platform that only a few people see. Maybe I just want someone to care about me, truly care. So many times, people have canceled on me due to sickness, or just don't want to go because their tired or whatever. But you know I wouldn't do that, unless I'm extremely ill or have a sudden change of plans. I know what it feels like to look forward to something and then not be able to do it. I hate it so much. I play it off because I understand that if you're sick, you need to rest as much as you can, but it still hurts. If you know you're sick, don't make plans with anyone. If you do that, it's just going to make things worse, and I would constantly be worried about it all the time. I don't want to continue to be let down. Maybe that's why I don't have too many people to confide in. It's because I worry too much, I care too much. Nobody wants to hear my sob stories. People think I'm funny, I'm really not. I say stupid things or I say things that aren't funny to me but are funny to others. I better stop.
-Dusk
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PoetryIdk what the hell this is. I'm just gonna write what comes to mind. This is probably going to be a entry that has a lot of parts, I don't know how many exactly, I just know that it will go on for a while.
