11 | not special anymore

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Glittering skies, withering, endless heights
Stood at the top, marveling at the glorious sights
I remember what it's like to be at the top
It was satisfying to know you're always steps up
Worlds change, perhaps, people do as well
Skills pile up, all just to effectively sell
Life is a race, all but a peaceful stunt
Knives wielded, both deadly sharp and blunt
Life is a hurdle I once beat at its game
When  I got it all figured out—I am sane
Because I feel like I know the roads I've taken before
Until it was made clear that I was not special anymore

Sweltering winds, rotten, insurmountable peaks
I inclined my head for I am the one who seeks
The answers left to the questions I dare ask
I have to learn to put on every facade and mask
Every day, I see people achieving their dream
They do what they want, so easy it would seem
When you ask them, they'd tell you to just be real
So what am I then, except being this useless ordeal
Life is a ride  that I could fathom the least
I chafe under pressure, I put distance from west to east
Because I know what's going on in my core
Deep down, I know that I was not special anymore

It must have been fun when people looked up to me
When, in their awe, I floated atop the tapestry
It must have been quick to gain their sympathy
It must have been great when they all let me be
Because I proved it—they see what I have done
But now, not only have I been overlooked—I have none
Back then, I used to always get what I want
Now I can't even rest without feeling like I'm scant
I see myself as enough but I know I am meager
I am a tic on fur—hopeless and buried under
Now that everyone already have what I long for
I have woken up to the truth—I was not special anymore

Ripping up the soul, tossing papers with my heart
I know I've fallen, who will help me restart?
I get tired too—I'm tired of being unknown
But what can I do when nobody wanted what I had sown
The darkest night, apathy has struck my bone
Nobody cares, why should I share what I own?
Because, I look back and realized I should have stayed
I reach for the heights fate couldn't even have obeyed
I grasp for dreams, for things not meant
So now, I lay alone, helpless—emotions are spent
When life handed out grace, I suppose I wasn't able to score
Because, through the years, I realize I am not special anymore

Ripping up the soul, tossing papers with my heartI know I've fallen, who will help me restart?I get tired too—I'm tired of being unknownBut what can I do when nobody wanted what I had sownThe darkest night, apathy has struck my boneNobody cares, w...

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Well, this is me throwing a tantrum about how unfair life is. lol.

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