Chloe.. no

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I made myself comfy on the leather seat, I felt myself relax as the cool breeze from the air conditioner hit my skin

"I'm glad you could make it today" the blonde haired doctor said with a smile

"Yes, I'm sorry I couldn't make it the other days, I was really busy" I apologize

"No worries, connor has told me a lot about you, I was his therapist since he was a kid, you can call me doctor Greene" she said with a loving smile

"Connor was in therapy when he was a child?" I asked curiously

"Yes , I met him at the orphanage, he was a very strange child and I heard he didn't speak to anyone for a whole year not even his sister" she said and I was lost of words, what exactly happened to connor, there has to be so much I don't know about him, I want to know everything, his pain, fears and past......I want to fully be involved in his life

"Do you know why?" I ask and she nods
"Could you tell me" I ask unable to hide the desperation in my voice

"No, its not my secret to tell and plus this therapy session is about you and not him" she said sounding very professional, I sigh and smile at her showing her I'm cool with her decision

"So let's start from the very beginning shall we?..." She said and I started getting anxious  "what could you say are the negative things in your life?" She asked, I close my eyes and think before responding

"My mom"

"Your mom?, anything else?" She asks and I shake my head "okay then, in what areas do you think your mom has affected your life negatively?" She asks calmly

"My thoughts, my relationship with people, my relationship with my father, my relationship with connor, my mental state and the way I look at myself" I say and I feel my beating heart slowly calming down

"Do you feel like  your mom is the cause of your eating disorder?" she asks and I take in a breath before answering

"Yes"

"Good, now we've identified the problem, but we aren't stopping there" she said her voice was calm and smooth.

Hours went by and I didn't know how much I had said, I just kept talking and the more I spoke the better I felt each time

"That'll be all for today miss troy" she said with a smile

"Thank you, doc I'll see you tomorrow" I said and walked out feeling great, who knew talking could make you feel so much better, I'm aware that it isn't the same for most people, like Chloe I heard what happened to her as a kid and after years of therapy she still hasn't gotten over it.

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"You are not going back home with those" Nichole said referring to my sneakers

"Really and how do plan on taking them" I said

"Easy, knock you out and take them while your unconscious" she said with a smirk and I laughed at her silliness

"How's your dad?" She asked walking beside me in the hall

"He's....well, better" I said with a shrug "he refuses to go back to his shop though"

"Don't worry, he'll be back to tip top shape in no time" she said in her usual quirky manner, I smiled and nodded appreciating her concern.

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"Beautiful Grandé relever emma" Mrs belle said making Emma smile. Few days ago Mrs belle informed us that we had made it to the final stage of the dance competition and now we were practicing harder than ever

"So Chloe's not here..... again" mrs belle said placing her hands on her small waist, Chloe has been absent from school and dance practice for a week now, the last time I saw her was at the hospital
"Who here is close to her?, please call her and ask her what's wrong" she said concerned everyone looked around and started muttering to themselves, chloe has no friends, she's always alone or with connor in school

"I know her house, I can go pay her a visit" I said with a shrug and everyone looked at me like I was crazy

"Are you sure Tracy?, cuz I know you and Chloe aren't really the best of friends" she said and I snorted, we're not close to even being friends

"I'm sure" I said with an assuring nod

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I arrived at Chloe's house and took in a deep breath before knocking, I came alone because I didn't want to bother Nichole or connor.

Her mother opened the front door and scowled at me

"What!?" She said eyeing me

"I-i'm here to see Chloe" I said

"She's not home" she said shutting the door behind her, I knocked again

"What is it!!" She yelled fuming

"Do you know where she is?" I asked and she stared at me for like three minutes before stepping away from the door

"She's upstairs, the room by the right" she said and I thanked her before walking upstairs, I looked to the right and saw a room with a black door that had 'DO NoT ENTER' boldly written in red on it, I knocked and when I got no response I opened it and entered, there was no one inside, the walls were painted pitch black and they had weird posters of a rock band on it.

Not what I was expecting at all, I imagined Chloe's room pink and girly with posters of her favorite YouTube star or something so this is a huge surprise. It was obvious she wasn't here so why did her mom lie, her window was open and a small white note was taped to it, I pulled it off and read what she wrote on it, all the colour drained from my face as my heart beat accelerated...

"Chloe..... no" I said as tears filled my eyes


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