Hurting heart and bleeding arm

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"Look who finally showed up, i can't count how many classes you have missed" Mrs belle said once I walked in

"I know, I'm so sorry..I've just been busy" I say truly meaning it

"Hmm, well the second round of the competition is tomorrow and your still our lead" she says and my mouth dropped open

"Still?, oh come on" I say wondering why she left me as the lead even with how much classes I've missed

"Let's begin,.....hold on, where's chloe?"  she asked and I don't know why i start feeling guilty, earlier today I was hitting her, ugh like an immature child I was hitting someone who simply used words, I groan out loud in frustration

"Don't tell me she's bailing too?" Mrs belle said running her hand through her hair

"I'm not" she says walking in, her bruised face slightly visible, she must have covered it up with make up

"Good your here, let's begin" Mrs Belle says and we all start practicing

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I stay and practice a little extra to get the steps but it was to no avail, I couldn't just get it and the competition was tomorrow, I decide to just leave,  I go to my house and without knocking enter into it, the living room was empty and dirty, I immediately felt a kind of sadness at the pit of my stomach and ignoring it I walk to my room and find my mom lying on my bed crying

"Mom, what's wrong?" I ask walking over to her

"Tracy, what are you doing here?"  She asked looking like she had just seen a ghost

"I came to carry more clothes" I say studying her expression

"Oh " she simply says "where are you staying?" she adds

"Somewhere, I don't need to tell you mom, you kicked me out of my own house" I say the anger suddenly coming back

"You don't need to tell me where your staying, just assure me that your safe" she said looking very tired and worried

"It's safer than being with you mom" I say and start packing my things

"You've gotten so lean, you need to see a doctor... that disease is deadly" she said trying to touch me but I instinctively  stepped back

"I know" I say not wanting to talk about my health with her, when she clearly doesn't care

"Tracy" she said with a choking sob "I'm a bad mother" she said tears welling up her eyes

"Yes you are" I simply say before walking out ,tears at the corner of my eyes, I run out of the door and burst into tears, I kneel down and cry, my crying slowly turning to wailing...how did things get this bad, how did I loose both my parents so quickly, especially my mom.. she seemed so unbreakable, this is so unlike her, yeah she was harsh and unreasonable, but she always cared about me, I sat on the floor and cried my heart out, just a lonely sad girl crying on the cold floor at night.

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I had stopped crying but I was still seated on the floor, my mind was numb and so was my body, I couldn't move, I didn't want to move

"Tracy... Oh thank God" someone said and I turn my head and see it's connor

"Connor" I say quietly

"Do you know what the time is?, everyone was worried about you" he said and sat on the floor beside me, I check the time and see its 10pm...oh gosh

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