Biker and the Ballerina | COMPLETE |

The confession

Connor's POV

I keep running after her until she stops, she bends down and I see as her shoulder moves up and down, she's crying, my heart breaks at the sight and I slowly walk up to her

"Tracy'' I see her reaction when I call her name, but she tries to hide it

" Leave me alone connor, please " she manages to say in between sobs

"No, what's wrong, I'm here" I say

"But for how long?' She asks and stands up

" what are you talking about?' I ask her confused

"Why have you been avoiding me connor, did I do something wrong?....you haven't spoken to me all week, did you even think about how I'll feel" she said in a hurt tone and I suddenly feel a wave of sadness, she looks so broken and its because of me

"You didn't do anything wrong Tracy, I....I just needed space to think..." I say not looking her in the eyes

"I'll leave" she says and my eyes widen in fear

"Leave? No, where are you going?" I say and I start to panic, she won't leave me again, I won't let her

"I'll leave your house, and leave your life, its for the best...I'm a burden" she said in a hushed tone and I grab her hands

"Your not!" I say involuntarily yelling, she stares at me wide eyed

"I won't let you leave me again, it happened the first time because I couldn't do anything about it but now I can, your not a burden, your a blessing...my blessing that I don't deserve" I say and clench my fists, involuntarily trembling

"Coco" she calls out softly and that brings back memories, beautiful ones...I missed her calling me that, I missed it a lot

"I don't deserve you Tracy, and I can't make you happy, ever since you started hanging out with me you've been crying a lot" I say and my heart started hurting at all the times I made her cry....damn I'm a jerk, like my dad.....maybe we really are the same, if that's the case then I can't be with Tracy anymore... she's light and I'm darkness

"Your wrong connor, I'm the happiest person and most care free person when I'm with you.." She says with a smile and I stare at her dumbfounded
"....I love you coco.....I've loved you since we were kids, I loved you when I left New York and I love you even more now " she says and I stare at her shocked, confused and surprised

She loves me? Why?

"That's not right Tracy, I'm not the one for you" i say holding back my feelings and urges

"That doesn't matter to me, all that matters is how I feel" she says walking towards me, she grabs my hand and places it on her chest
"This heart,.... is beating for you" she says and without thinking I pull her close and lock my lips with hers, immediately I do, I feel a wave of emotions and i deepen the kiss, she wraps her arms around my neck and our lips move in sync, I bite her lower lip causing her mouth to part slightly giving me an entrance, she runs her fingers through my hair and damn, this isn't the first time I'm doing this but it feels new and different, better than any other