HOLY......the sight before me was tragic, my mom was seated on her floor slightly drunk and there was an unfamiliar woman who looked high on whatever she was smoking and was barely dressed on her bed, the music was turned on so loud I was getting a headache, the whole place reeked and was filled with smoke, when she saw me she smiled actually she started laughing , her and her disturbing friend started laughing
"What's so funny!!?" I yell through the music but I assume they couldn't hear me because of the loud music, anger coursing through my veins I stomped to where the music was coming from and turned it off, I turned to them with an intense glare, words failed me....I was lost in my anger
"I told....you...s-she was....gonna act ...this way" my mom slurred looking really pathetic all drunk on the floor
"She's cute, are you sure she can't come work for us?" her friend said with an amused smile during me
"She's still..... young t..hough" my mom said and they both burst into laughter again, I felt sick, disgusted, this wasn't my mother... my mother is high class and cares about standards this is just someone I hate
"Is dad dead?" I ask through clenched teeth and she stopped laughing and all the colour drained from her face, she stared at her fingers not looking Into my eyes, her silence was enough answer for me, I felt a stabbing pain in my chest but still stood my ground
"Did you kill him?, is that why you got fired, why you started drinking and hanging out with whores!" I said referring to the high woman that was in her underwear on my mom's bed
"Hey, don't be rude kid, don't drag me into your family issues, besides I bailed your mom out of jail...I'm not that bad" the high woman said looking amused and I glare at her
"You always said 'Quality first tracy, your such a damn hypocrite" I say
"Troy" connor said in a warning tone, he probably thinks I'm being to harsh
"Connor, do you remember the time she told me to stop hanging out with you?, she always said..his father abandoned his mom, he is going to be a messed up kid" I say looking at connor who was leaning by the door
"What happened to you mom?, quality doesn't matter anymore?" I ask and she looked up at me with tears in her eyes....she's crying?, honestly the site is heartbreaking but my mind wasn't functioning properly I was angry..angry beyond comprehension
"Answer me!!!" I yelled and she flinched
"Fine can't answer that, at least answer this....why do you hate me so much mami?" I say tears welling up my eyes "you always pushed me..overworked me, at first I thought it's out of love but then I realised you just didn't care, you never asked me questions about myself, it was always about school or ballet" I say tears falling from my eyes, she didnt answer me, she just burst into tears, I stared at her..this wasn't my mother
"You disgust me" I say and my eyes widened shocked by the bitterness in my voice
"Hey kid, don't do this to your mom, she's going through a lot..leave" the high woman said and I glared at her
"She's right, if you don't have something reasonable to say..leave" and just like that she stopped crying and her face hardened, I just stared at her, before walking out of her room and to mine, I grabbed a suitcase and began throwing my clothes inside...there was no way I was going to live here, never again... I zip the bag closed when I had packed enough clothes
"Tracy are you really gonna do this?" Connor asked looking at me sadly
"So you recommend I stay?" I ask and he closed his eyes before shaking his head slowly
"Then let's go" I say and quickly run out of the house, we get into the car and connor starts the car
"Just drop me off at a nearby hotel, I have a little cash with me" I say thinking of places I could stay....oh my gosh...I'm homeless now...I'm going to be on the street, a stray dog....
"You know I'm not gonna do that right?" He said looking a little offended
"What?, why?" I ask surprised
"First of all your a kid, secondly why a hotel when you can stay at my place" he said looking straight ahead, woah his place?
"A kid!! your just one year older, and....I can't burden your family with my presence" I say silently
"You don't bother anyone, your presence is a gift" he said and my cheeks heat up
"Still it doesn't feel right" I say
"Doesn't matter troy, your staying at my house", he said and I studied his expression...no way he's taking no for an answer, I sigh and stare outside the window
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We arrive at Connors house and I stare at it eyes wide and heart thumping, what am I doing... do i really want to bother these people, We get out of the car and walk towards the door with connor by my side, he opens the door and we were met by miss Dominique, she looked at me suprised, I smile shyly at her and she smiled back and turned to connor for an explanation
" Tracy is going to be staying here from now on" connor said and grabbed my hand leading me upstairs...whoah....that's it, he didn't even explain why, I need to explain to her why I'm in her home...I need to but connor is holding my hand and leading me somewhere, finally we stopped at a door
"This will be your room, if you need anything my room is right here" he said pointing to a room just opposite this one
"Oh" I simply say
"Look, Tracy....there is no need for you to feel bad or feel like a burden, you can stay here, please stay here...please" he said softly and I gasped, he is begging me? ...he wants me here
"Okay" I say with a small smile
"Really?" He said with a smile looking like a little kid that won a prize
"I mean cool, go settle in then" he said putting his hands in his pocket, and walking into his room, I couldn't help the smile on my face....was this the same connor as the snubby one from just a week ago?, I walk into the room and study my surrounding, it was decorated in a mature and unisex way, I place my suitcase near the large bed and fall unto it, its when I hit the bed I realize how tired I am, I lie down and recall today's events, I close my eyes and feel tears at the corner of my eyes.
Connors POV
I tumble in my bed, gosh I wonder how Tracy is, today was so..intense, I've never seen her that overwhelmed in my life, it made me devastated seeing her that way, I couldn't take it anymore, I get up and head towards her room, I stop in front of the door and knock lightly
" troy?" I call out but there was no response, I place my ear on the door and hear her crying, I felt a squeezing pain in my chest, I lean on the door and slide down, sitting on the floor
"I'm sorry Tracy, I can't take your pain away, if I could I would...... you don't deserve this Tracy, and it hurts to know I can't do anything about it.. I.."
"What are you doing you weirdo" Anna asks coming out of her room and staring at me like I'm some crazy person
"Mind your business" I say getting up and staring at the door
"Is that where Tracy is staying?, mom told me she's here...I want to see her" she said walking towards her door, I stand in her way and glare at her
"She's tired, leave her" I growl
"Boo you" she said and I keep glaring at her
"Fine, I'll see her later anyways... by the way, why are you standing by her door, your not a pervert are you ?" she asked raising an eyebrow and I just keep glaring at her
"Fine I'm going, freak" she said and finally walked away, I sighed and placed my ear on Tracy's door, she had stopped crying..she probably fell asleep.... good
"I promise....I'll never let you get hurt again... never" I say placing my forehead on her door.
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RomanceLove and hate are similar in this book A story about an inseparable bond that got separated. Tracy and connor were best friends since they were little they promised to always be together...till, Tracy left without a word and connor's mom died. 5 yea...
