Unsaid Thoughts & Feelings

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"Move On, But I Can't"

I want to let you go,
Let go of the Promises and Memories we shared;
that once in a lifetime it made us to keep on fighting,
Fighting in the battles where the world was against us,
Not until then, the battle we used to fight were now gone.

I am still stuck in a world we once called ours,
Sometimes I look for a light to get out
but when I finally found it,
Myself will retrograde unknowingly to that world,
Hoping that one day it can be fix.

Almost a year had passed and I am still stuck from our world,
Not knowing you have someone special already,
A someone who's willing to publicize both of your status,
There's something ache in my chest I feel
at the same time envious,
I wanted to cry it all out but my tears won't fall even just a little tiny tears won't.

I should be glad that you found a home that you wanted,
But then I realized that I'm a mess,
And even messier knowing the fact that I'm still into you while you have someone now,
Maybe time will heal the scars in my heart not today, not tomorrow and not a year but soon.
[153- I Loved You]

♡EMSI_EI