"ECCEDENTESIAST"
In solitude's embrace, I reside,
An eccedentesiast with wounds deep inside.
Behind my smiles, a tempest fierce,
Concealing pain that never seems to cease.
Within my heart, a hidden sorrow,
In every laugh, an ache I borrow.
A master of disguise, this soul of mine,
Hiding anguish, pretending that I'm fine.
My tears fall silently, unseen,
Aching echoes that remain pristine.
In the realm of shadows, I take my stand,
An eccedentesiast, with pain in command.
Each smile etched with bittersweet art,
Concealing the chaos tearing me apart.
Behind the mask, a shattered soul,
A symphony of torment taking its toll.
Within the depths of my concealed abyss,
I yearn for solace, a tender hugs and kisses.
But the pain lingers, unyielding and deep,
As I drown in secrets I cannot keep.
Oh, the agony of being my own foe,
Aching, bleeding, where darkness grows.
A solitary dance with anguish, I endure,
A self-made eccedentesiast, lost and unsure.
In the depths of my own painful plight,
I yearn for someone to see the light.
To hold my hand, to understand,
To mend the broken pieces, to take a stand.
But until then, I'll wear my mask with grace,
Hiding the torment I can't erase.
As an eccedentesiast, I'll bear the pain,
In silence, my soul will forever remain.
♡EMSI_EI
*eccedentesiast- is a term used to describe someone who hides their pain behind a smile.*
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Unsaid Thoughts & Feelings
PoetryThirty-one random poetry of my unsaid thoughts and feelings. Some of this poetry came from my thoughts, and some was inspired by life experiences.
