Q u i d a m

Amor feroz de un solo lado

❝ It's either soft/sweet, from honey-dripping or slicing your skin
to wiggle your core while you pant;
not in between. ❞
— by La_Cloudwalker

. . .

¿Que es el amor? 

what's love? mayhem it's the rainfall,

always showering with giddy feeling, 

or the snowfall makes you

freeze in the same spot;

 you get struck in eyes, you feel lost

with the ferocious madness. 

It's the scorching burning slowly

scattered over your soul, 

it's not much but making you fade away

in the background; 

with slowly pausing the music— 

you dance with them, 

seeing into their eyes; you see a transpired soul.

it's the raining cloud— glimmering you in other world,

sometimes, some gain rain in the heated moment

where the two souls meet together, 

vivaciously they mould—

so well that you couldn't even decipher 

if it's two different soul entitling —

or one living in the chimerical world, 

sometimes you gain pain

left you with the angst of shallowing.

sometimes, it's slowly one sided— 

maybe that's why it's special.

it's like my hand is filled with sands; 

it's full of blissful when I keep

my hands together. 

When it's open; they slowly slip away 

from the warmth embrace, 

I don't have anything— maybe that's why 

I wanna keep you like the beautiful spring; 

where it's only mine.

a pesar de que no eres mio

a pesar de que no eres mio

you're my burning passion; 

hidden from the shadows— even though

I nearly don't exist in your existence, 

you're my joy since it's kept—

only with myself, and a burning pain 

'cause you don't see the same.

I get breathless with your one glimpse, 

trembling fingers with shaky laugh 

it's the feeling like you get moulded—

in the lips at the thunderous rain,

or slowly sinking in the depth, 

without any anchor to save.

people say thousand words, 

yet they don't express—

today when I looked into your eyes, 

you said so much—

without even uttering the saying, 

I wish if you would've said, 

but you left silently—  

and I held your finality.

mi amor unilateral

mi amor unilateral 

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