Q u i d a m

I re(side) in you

I'm not an outsider,

I reside in you,

I breathe within you,

As slowly the buzzing sound fades,

The husky chilling cold abates,

Springs of new orleans make a start,

I wander in the forlorn evening once again,

Shadow smokes of dark euphoria,

crawls away nostalgic evaporation-

Vapour of freshly muddy fingers, dipped with dearth heart

But I couldn't find my heart-

Nor the zeal of freshly rain which drenched me

To drown again.

I'm not an outsider,

I'm just a loiterer,

Seeking the for once lost peace,

Misty cold morning scarred over my soul,

I wait for the sun shine- for the sun bath,

Glooming over the gleaning states,

But where should I go?

I always reside in you,

I don't seek for you,

You remember me in your every breath,

I'm the blazing hope in your downcast,

I'm not an outsider,

I'm your yearning,

Desperately looking after a looming heart wreck,

I'm your aspiration when the clock strives backward,

I'm your craving in a quest of burning holes,

I'm not an outsider,

I'm just a resident,

Of your bright & dull nulls.

- 02/01/2023

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Welcome into the realm of 2023!