FEEL YOUR LOVE [ENG VER]

#15

I think I'm a loser now...but I'd rather be a loser than have to show my red face while answering Joong's questions.

He asked how good he was at taking care of me?

This is really weird...

In the end...I lost consciousness after taking the medicine the doctor prescribed for me...

To be precise, I fell asleep

...

"YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU'RE AN UNWANTED CHILD!!!"

"I ONLY HAVE ONE DAUGHTER!!!"

"DAD PLEASE...."

 

"USELESS IDIOT!!!, YOU ARE A USELESS CHILD!!!"

 

"UNTIL TIME STOPS SPINNING....I will THINK OF YOU AS MY CHILD!!!!"

 
"SON OF A BITCH!!!"

 

"YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE!!!"

I cried as loudly as I could

This pain feels so real....

"Shhhh"

 

For a moment I heard a soft whisper along with the warmth of a palm touching my hair as if to calm me down...

When I opened my eyes.... I immediately saw Joong who was looking at me worriedly

 

I got up from his lap and immediately hugged him

 

"Was it just a dream?", I asked.

 
 

"It was just a dream", he replied

 

"So it's just  an influence from my subconscious..."

"..."

"But even so.... why does it hurt so much?"

"Dunk"

"I'm scared"

 

Joong didn't say anything else, he was just silent but both his hands rubbed my back gently and that.... I interpreted as....

 

'calm down...I'm here'

 
I know I shouldn't speculate too much...Joong was just calming me down, he had no other intentions.