FEEL YOUR LOVE [ENG VER]

#22

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Ok...so my mood is pretty bad right now specially when JJ tell me everything, but... however me with our team has told her to not overthinking and keep going through it because we will always with her  ♥️

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I soaked while daydreaming

My mind is back in chaos

I don't know if I can face Phuwin again or not?

Ahh then what about Pooh?

Even though Joong has told me that P'Pavel will take care of him for me but I'm still worried, what if that stupid kid acts silly and causes P'Pavel trouble?, What if...

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Krek

Joong seems to be back

"I'm back..."

My eyes and Joong's eyes stared at each other

He looked surprised

"Sorry", he immediately averted his gaze

Is something wrong?

"I seem to have come back too soon," he said again.

"It doesn't matter anyway, I was soaking and...there was a lot of soap suds around me."

I mean I have nothing to be ashamed of

"And also we are both men," I said.

"But I like you~", Joong said.

"...."

"Sorry...sorry...I...I won't look at you" he then went to the balcony.

While I...

I the stupid Dunk Natachai immediately realized... It doesn't matter if I'm a man and he's a man, but he likes me....

he likes me...

Then what?

Why should he be afraid to see me?

At a time like this I'm really being stupid.

...

After taking a shower, we had dinner and then sat on the sofa while enjoying the night view from the room (Joong didn't let me go out because it had just rained outside and it was very cold).

On the table were several cans of alcoholic drinks.

"When I was little....I never lacked affection from my parents, my father was a successful businessman and my mother was a lawyer, both were busy but they always found a way to spend time with me and Nina....".

I told Joong everything, while Joong was silent but he listened to my story carefully.

Until I finally reached the end of the story.

"few days ago I met Aunt Pla, she said she was the Nanny who took care of my sister Nina, she told me about my sister's death...and also....about my father being alive but not remembering me, Joong did you know? I was so happy when I found out my father was alive but then....she told me that my father didn't remember me"

"..."

"It hurts more than anything..."

"Even though I keep having nightmares...."

"..."

"Joong"

"Khrub"

"Do you think I'm still worth living?"

"You should live Dunk"

"Why?"

"Because you have to."

"For whom?"

"For the people who love you"

"..."

"Don't forget those of us who love you Dunk"

I looked into Joong's eyes tremblingly.

"Never think of yourself  worthless just because of your past, think about the present....think about the people who appreciate you."

Can I?

I wanted to ask Joong that, but before I could ask him, his warm lips touched mine.

After a while he moved away a little.

"You can do it Dunk, I told you I would never leave you alone"

To Be Continued