To my beloved

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I wish you could hear my thoughts
The thoughts that arise when you enter the room
Although a part of my mind goes blank
I manage to always think about you.

A part of me wants to hug you, so tight
And talk about nonsense till it's midnight
While we lay on the grass in the bright moonlight
And remember almost nothing during the daylight.

While the other part of me wants to make you suffer
Somehow, I get the urge to hurt you
Hurt you so much that you regret me too
Make you feel that our love never grew.

I know it's me with whom you'll have to deal
But darling, why are your feelings concealed?
Weren't my feelings already revealed?

I don't hate you and I don't love you.
But I want you to see how you made me feel.


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