3 am thoughts enclosed in a book >>Poetry

Time to let go

You really are clueless.

I've never seen someone as blind as you.

But who am I to blame, I never noticed your bad things too.

You'll never know about the rivers I cried

You'll never know about how I feel inside

You will never know a thing about what I think.

You know you've broken me

You know that I act like I don't care

I was supposed to love you

But I've lost myself somewhere in the cold, windy air.

Your smile makes me feel undeserving

Your presence makes me cry

It's not the same anymore

Not the same even after I tried.

I wish you could read what I wrote

I wish I could let go

But I don't know why I can't

I'll have to leave you to glow.

I don't know a thing about myself

And neither do you

I feel stupid for trying

For giving time and my sympathy to you.

As you walked away today

You took a piece of heart

You left me hopeless

You left me back at the start.