3 am thoughts enclosed in a book >>Poetry

End of an Era

I saw your face today

The same face I used to see in my dreams

The face I saw, the one which would give me sudden butterflies

Didn't have an effect on me this time.

Today a sudden weight left my shoulders

I saw myself in a better way

I wasn't the same girl you saw yesterday

But the girl who was finally complete

I felt happy, I felt beautiful

I haven't felt like this in a long time

People thought I would be sad, sorrowful

But now, I won't be spending time

looking for the same rhyme

Since I've found myself, and it's all I need.

When I saw your face

I wasn't angry and I wasn't sad

Instead, I smiled and laughed

I'm glad I found myself

Im glad I now know about myself.

I don't think I could've realised if it were anybody else.

I love you for opening my eyes
I hate you for not opening your eyes