Loss of love (hiccup x reader)

Realisation hits

"What do you mean you know how to get to the queen of all dragons?" Hiccup questioned as he paced around his living room and Y/n sat on the chair in front of the fireplace
"Okay it's a long story so maybe sit down and stop that annoying pacing?" Y/n said seriously
"Sorry" Hiccup mumbled as he sat down
"Okay so remember back in my cave I told you I had to kill a couple people well not me really but strike had to for me? Well that was because I know where the queen is. She lives in a far away island which is called Aurora, I spent some of the years I was away from Berk trying to find the land and eventually I did. It was said that everyone who tried failed and never made it back but of course since I had Strike I survived. I stayed at the island for a few days but I never actually found the queen until the last day when I felt the ground shake and a large dragon came out. She is unlike any I have seen before and is bigger than the bewilderbeast, I was terrified as I stood there, I was afraid of a dragon for the first time but before I could do anything she spoke to me-" Y/n had more to say but Hiccup cut her off by laughing
"No - way you expect - me to - believe that!" He said between laughs
"Hiccup this isn't a joke!" Y/n said, deadly serious before she continued
"Okay anyway so yeah she spoke to me and told me to keep her secret safe and that her loyalty would lie with me if I ever really needed her. This island was like a paradise for dragons and so many flew around me it was amazing" she finished
"This all just seems like a fairytail" Hiccup said as he stifled a laugh
"Hiccup you need to believe me!" Y/n sighed
"Well then how did these people find out?" Hiccup questioned her with a smirk
"I trusted the wrong people, a girl I used to call my best friend who was called Amea. She would come to the forest to find me and Strike and I would tell her all my adventures, one of which being when I met the queen, she too didn't believe me but I took her and showed her the island as it was only a few hours flight from her island. Long story short: she betrayed me and her people held me prisoner until Strike saved me" she said with a sad sigh and Strike came to comfort her
"Oh Y/n I'm sorry. I believe you now" Hiccuo said sadly
"We can't tell your dad about that yet, we just need to tell him it's the Vikings that captured me" Y/n paused for a second
"Oh my Thor Hiccup! How could I be so blind! The villagers that are here are allies with the ones that captured me! I knew something was up!" Now it was Y/n's turn to pace around the room, ships were fast approaching and enemies were already living on Berk's soil.

They ran to find Stoick and ironically he was talking to one of the Vikings that were staying for a while
"Erm dad can I talk to you" Hiccup said rather awkwardly
"Son I'm in the middle of a conversation. Can it wait?" The large man sighed
"Not really" Hiccup stated with an awkward laugh.
Stoick sighed again and excused himself before they all went back to his house to talk.
Y/n and Hiccup explained how there is a fleet of ships heading to Berk that once captured Y/n and how Y/n had just realised that the village that had been 'attacked' were their allies, probably trying to get information about Berk
"Chief I am so sorry I didn't realise sooner, I should have known" Y/n said quietly
"It's okay lass but we need to get a plan and fast" Stoick said and for the first time Y/n saw fear in his eyes and it was fair enough, there was at least 10 ships coming and already around 100 Viking's here.
They were very outnumbered.

Hiccup called all the dragon riders to the arena and started explaining the plan
"Everyone else is going to stay here on Berk but we are going to blow up the ships before they can get here" Hiccup said as he paced back and forth in the arena
"Yas we get to blow stuff up!" One of the twins yelled and they head bumped.
"Yes yous do but guys we need to be careful because they have all sorts of weapons and they will most likely be ready to fire. Saddle up everyone" Hiccup finished.
While they flew out to find the boats Stoick confronted some of the woman back on Berk and they very quickly gave up information because of threats
"Okay we'll tell you!" One of them shouted fearfully as she stood in front of the large ginger man
"Go" he spoke coldly
"We were here to collect information about the way things work here but I swear we didn't know about anyone coming except us... we were meant to be picked up in 5 nights," she said quietly. Stoick had a knack for knowing when someone was telling the truth and he knew this woman was so he sent them on their way to collect everyone else from their island and leave.

The gang of dragon riders (the twins, Snotlout, Fishlegs, Astrid, Hiccup and Y/n) all flew in the direction of where the ships were before and they found them soon enough.
The vikings on the ship saw the dragon riders and shot arrows and nets at them, they dodged them and landed menacingly on the ship's deck
"Turn this boat around or this will be your last moments before death!" Y/n yelled fiercely as Strike stood growling behind her. Most of the Vikings jumped over the boats side and tried to swim to safety.
A large blonde man came though the remaining Vikings
"Ah Y/n.. I wondered when you would join us again" the man said in mock kindness
"you won't be seeing me for long Ernie don't think I'll give killing you a second thought this time around!" The girl warned
"Oh poor me, do you not remember me and my daughter basically raised you for the months you were with us?" He spoke again
"You raised me like a yak for slaughter don't even try it! Your men tried to kill me and Strike!" Y/n growled at the man and motioned for Strike to blast him, Strike powered up ready to do so
"Oh come on you won't do it. I'm calling your bluff" Ernie said with a smug expression
"I have no bluff to be called" Y/n said with the same expression and motioned for Strike to fire, him being the loyal companion he did.
He crept towards Ernie and shot him as fear was frozen on the man's face. He killed him.
Everyone else stood shocked at what Y/n had got strike to do but the girl just patted her dragon and told him what a good boy he was before shooting off of the boat that burst into flames.

"Y/n how could you?!" Hiccup practically screamed as he flew up beside her
"I did what had to be done Hiccup. He would have ended Berk" Y/n shrugged and urged for Strike to fly a bit faster.
She stayed infront of the gang for the rest of the fly back to Berk and they all gave her worried or shocked glances from time to time which she saw out the corner of her eye but she chose to just ignore them.
After all she did what had to be done.

Y/n patted Strike as they landed in front of Gobber's hut and they walked inside
"Y/n wait!" Hiccup called
"Hiccup I don't need another lecture" the h/c girl rolled her eyes at the boy
"But why did you kill him. Do you not feel any guilt?" Hiccup questioned
"Technically it was Strike who killed him. And no I don't have any guilt look at what he has done to me in the past!" Y/n yelled as she pulled her top up showing scars all along her belly that reached from under her skirt all the way to her breasts (she didn't show all those ones of course). She then pulled her leggings up past her knees to show the scars that went across her legs.
She hadn't realised the gang standing a bit away until she heard shocked gasps coming from all of them
" oh my Thor Y/n I'm so sorry" Hiccup said shocked
"Don't be" she said and entered her home, slamming the door behind her.
"How'd it go?" Gobber asked from the table, obviously not reading the room
"Got Strike to kill the guy everything's good" Y/n huffed before running up to her room and again slamming the door.
She screamed into her pillow and Strike came and sat beside her bed, Y/n sat up and patted her dragon.
At least someone understood her intentions.

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A/n okay so I have some ideas for this story now thank the gods!