HURRICANE

We can

MAINE's POV

"Maine, can we make this for real?"

These words keep replaying in my mind. I'm here in my room, staring at the ceiling and it's 2:39am and I can't sleep.

Did he just say that to me a while ago?

For real? Real na hindi reel?

Kabog na kabog ang puso ko. I can't think straight. Totoo ba? Totoo ba talaga na ang isang Nicomaine Mendoza ay tinanong ng isang Alden Richards, ay mali, Richard Faulkerson Jr. pala kung pwedeng totohanin na lang ang lahat?

Bakit di nalang, totohanin ang lahat? LSS pa more.

Naaawa ako sakanya, I left him hanging. Di na ko nakapagsalita. Naubos ang brain cells ko kakaisip ng pwede kong isagot sakanya.

Oo.

Hindi.

Maybe.

Hindi ko alam.

Those are the possible answers. Pero hindi ako nakasagot. Di mo kasi ako inorient!

All I can say is, my heart is full- not just because what happened between us that fateful moment last July 16 that changed my life forever but also he wants this, us to be real. Seryoso ba. It's so hard for me to decipher my situation right now because in a matter of 4 months, I have developed feelings for him that I never knew I could. Parang tinamaan talaga ako ng arrow ni kupido, cheesy but you get me, right?

Shemay

Ano ba yan, Meng.

Di ka naman ganyan kabilis na-fall kay Miggy dati ah?

Eh bakit ngayon ang bilis?

Sometimes, iniisip ko na baka yung feelings ko dahil lang sa endless na panunukso samin ng Aldubnation pati na ng Dabarkads pero hindi eh. Inexplicable.

Kasi, I know, iba ako pag kasama ko siya. Daig pa ang pakiramdam nung nag-audition ako sa EB.

Whenever We're together, my world stops, my heart sinks and beats like crazy, my palms get clammy, my knees tremble, my smile widens and my eyes twinkle (yes, I've seen myself like this when I watch KS replays). I can't even meet his gaze kasi baka matunaw ako. But at the same time, I can be myself around him. Kung tutuusin parang strangers pa rin kami after Tamang Panahon pero nagagawa kong maging ako pag kasama ko siya. And the best thing about that is he lets me. Wala awkwardness, walang dead air. Sinasabayan niya pa ang kakulitan ko. Pero wag lang kami magkakatitigan kasi, nako, like I said, matutunaw ako.

I love that we jive. Click na click talaga yung ugali namin. Pero pansin na yata niya yung pasimple kong pag-iwas sa sweetness niya. Kasi naman, every time he does that, I melt. I always keep my guard up kasi ayokong makahalata siya sa feelings ko for him. Pero lately, I saw na he was slowly breaking down my walls. And he always catches me off guard. Nakakainis. I'm not one to show my feelings kasi, especially pag kilig ako, nahihiya ako lalo na on cam.

Shemay times two.

He's always on my mind nowadays. Not a moment goes by without me thinking of his heart melting, panty dropping, eye twinkling smile plus dimples.

Shemay times three.

I think- I'm completely, madly and deeply in love with Richard Faulkerson Jr.

Shemay times infinity.