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WOW, thank you all for all of the sweet comments on my last chapter, and all of the votes and reads too. You are all amazing. 

Because you have already reached the quota for an early update, I will try to update before the weekend. I just need to get through the next 24 hours before I even think about writing again. 

I had a minor slip up today. I don't think I'm ready to call it a relapse but it has been a rough day for me. I intentionally skipped most of my meals today. It's not even to do with weight. I think it happened because I am trying to find a way to control how stressful my life has suddenly become and this seems like the easiest solution, although I know it isn't. When I got home I was so close to purging... I actually attempted to do it, but stopped myself because I had to remind myself I hadn't eaten all day. I just hope it isn't too late to get through this. Prior to today, I have been healthy for almost two years.

SOOO I need to try to get back on track. 

I love you all. Thank you for all of your supportive comments from my last chapter. It means so much to me. 

<3

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