Love Songs for No One

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❝my songs are love letters.
this is a song i wrote for someone who doesn't exist.
a first time.❞
—Kaye Cal (n.v.)

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hi.

when a writer gets inspired too much, they tend to pour everything into writing. kaya ito, naisulat at natapos ko agad ang ls4n1.

ilang beses kong tinanong sa sarili ko kung ipo-post ko ba 'to o huwag na lang. post ba, wag na? post? wag? hanggang sa na-realize kong fuck it, kung hindi ko ipo-post, paano na ang ~mensahe at ~awareness?

so, ito, ls4n1 posted.

people think i write unconventional stories and maybe this story is somewhat under that umbrella - pero hindi rin. magulo? let's put it this way: controversial. nakikita naman araw-araw pero hindi totally tinitingnan. hindi tinatanggap ng lahat. debatable.

siguro may gumagapang sa isip ng iba na sobrang kakaiba ito kasi mukhang pinaghandaan, maraming echos imbis na i-post na lang agad. ang daming pa-yummy shits si author. pero ang totoo? stripped from all the glamour of plot twists, mind fuck games and antagonistic bitches and exes, ls4n1 is the rawest and simplest (even fastest!) story i've written so far.

hindi rin ito ang pinaka malalim o pinaka mababaw. nandito lang ang mumunting kwento sa gitna, lumulutang, depende sa magbabasa kung paano hahagkan ang mababasa. after all, reading will always be subjective and this story is just like everyone else's: a slice of life.

this is a first time for me to write and finish a full length novel without anyone reading it as i write the chapters. ako pa lang ang nakakabasa ever. word vomit as always. unedited. napasobra ata ako sa pag-stalk, pakikinig ng mga kanta at interviews kaya ang bilis ko itong natapos (na matagal ding pinlano). isa pa, kailangan ko na ring alisin ito sa sistema ko.

pramis, last na 'to. sana. ( ubos na rin ang kahihiyan ko. haha :"< )

i want to move on (at bumalik na sa payak kong pamumuhay) by writing this because i've idolize people and how human they are, was lucky enough to talk to them personally but i've never really fangirl(ed) like this before.

until her.

for those who are waiting for me to write this, hi. i am rayne and this is my take on the idol - fan trope. enjoy! i hope?

dedication: each chapter will be dedicated to a reader who will drop awesome comments. i read all comments so post away~

update schedule: will be regular around 7pm to 11pm ph time; might be everyday hanggang sa matapos.

huwag nang mabigla, i'll self-publish this book. maybe with a special book launch / signing kaya kitakits if ever. rest assured, tapos at completed ang kwento sa wattpad (except "epilogue" + special chapters) and no, ls4n1 won't be deleted because ~message & ~awareness haha!

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● fan fiction!!
(a book full of shameless self-insertion of author.
hindi ko rin alam ba't ko ginawa but oh well.
you have been warned.)

● open mind is a must

● medyo dialogue heavy-ish

● lgbtq+
(uncomfortable? close this book.
marami akong ibang stories na pwedeng mabasa;
hindi ka magsisisi, pramis (lowkey self-promotion101))

● offensive, insensitive and shitty readers will be muted

● discussions in comment box are okay;
provoking a heated argument is not and will be muted

*muted = you can still read the story (unfortunately) but you can't comment, message, nor interact with me anymore in my wattpad acct and my other (straight) stories.

● THIS IS A (FAN) FICTION STORY
wag magpapaniwala sa mga nababasa,
malikot lang ang imahinasyon ng nagsusulat.
isa pa, fangirl atm ang writer. nagdedelusyon.

● WALANG KATOTOHANAN
this is not a true to life story but thank you if you feel like it's real,
ibig sabihin convincing, yes? but pls, chill lang, okay?

● LOOSELY BASED
lahat ng nakasulat ay 25% galing interviews, videos, observations
at 75% imagination lang kaya again, huwag masyadong nagpapaniwala.

● JUST FOR FUN 
this story is brought to you by kapal ng mukha at lakas ng trip sa buhay
pero 'di ibig sabihin ay gusto kong mangyari ang mga nasa kwento.
for the sake of the story lang. Fictionalized.

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written:
sep 08, 2017 - oct 25, 2017

posted:
nov 11, 2017 - dec 31, 2017

self-published book:
xxx xx, xxxx

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