2018

86/365

I'm afraid of risking all
I'm afraid that I will fall
I'm afraid that every aim I reached
Will be soon history

I'm afraid that I will disappoint
Everyone, including me
I'm afraid I can't look in the mirror anymore
'cause who I am isn't who I see.

I know that without you I wouldn't be here
I'd be closer to my goals
I know that without you I'd shed a hundred tears
But with you I shed a thousand more
That's why I'll say goodbye, my fear
From now on I ain't yours anymore

I'm afraid that I will lose everything
Including hope and love
I'm afraid that I always do my best
But that one day this ain't enough

I'm afraid that everything I believed
Were only lies
I'm afraid that I'm too weak
To say finally goodbye

I know that without you I wouldn't be here
I'd be closer to my goals
I know that without you I'd shed a hundred tears
But with you I shed a thousand more
That's why I'll say goodbye, my fear
From now on I ain't yours anymore

I won't cry
This ain't a sad goodbye

Now you will die
'cause this is your goodbye

I will fly high
'cause I have said goodbye

And you, my dear
You'll disappear

I know that without you I wouldn't be here
I'd be closer to my goals
I know that without you I'd shed a hundred tears
But with you I shed a thousand more
That's why I'll say goodbye, my dear
I'll say goodbye without any tears
I'll say goodbye, my fear
From now on I ain't yours anymore

{27.03.18 / 01:01}