Find me..make me love you ...again (derek hale love story) Book 2

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In the beginning in dreams but you now I always have it..now they are like flashback memories past present..future i hate it is always hurting...I continued

Interesting..did you now about mates..deacon said

Like couples...I said

Yes...deacon said

Imposible...they now how there feeling each other.. looking for each other ..missing each other...that not us we are friend only that...I said

If I tell you he nows every feeling that you experient he just want you to trust him ..what you said...deacon ask

Hes a stubborn...he just need is ask...wait a minute he talk to you...I said

Yes..deacon said

Why...I said

Because he care for you...deacon said

Like a friend I now that..I said

No more than that...deacon said

Flasback ends

Grabbing my head letting out a breath ..I turning see derek still wacth me

Derek ... what do you want from me...I ask surrender

He look at me seriously and star aproching ...standing in front of me touching my hair

Trust in me...he said

I trust you with my life...I said

With your heart...he said

Im out of words...my heart...I dont know how to answer that....standing watching me waiting for a answer ...I really wanna run because realize I have feeling for derek a strong one ..my fear getting hurt in the process and ruin our long time friendship..but I have to answer

My heart..I said stepping away... been close to him I cant think ...passing him walking to his car I dont want him see me cry

Jean...he said show me his back tense

derek I cant...I said already with tears with my head down over the top of his car

I love you...he said turning looking at me

What...I said raising my head

You heard me...he said still tense walking at his car resting his body on my side looking the valley

Im just in shock...he look at me and talk

Your been in my life enough time to make sure myself what are my feeling for you...he said

You...make me strong...you are my weakness...I cannot change who im ...but I give my life for you.. if something happened to you ..I wont forgive myself..he said touching my face very seriously

Still waiting for and answer ..why is so difficult tell him how I feel...I have to try...what can I lose

D..my heart is always been yours...im just afraid to ruin what we already have...I finally said bravely face him

if ruins...not let me be with you...derek said taking away a tear

Patience with me ...I said shy

Is all I need ...a hope..he said take me in his arms hugging me burying his head in my neck

What I say to scott and stiles...I said pushing gentle

Nothing...derek said

Nothing...I said

I now they dont want me with you...he said embracing me relaxed

How did you find out...I ask

My last conversation with stiles...he said smiling

What happened..I asks looking at him

He really care for you...he manage very well threat me with your uncle..derek said amusing

Omg...im sorry sometimes is very dramatic...I said scared

Dont be...he said caressing my lips hypnotized

This is gonna be our secret ..just ours....derek finished

Surrounding me with his arms around my waist pressing me againts his body he head slowly looking down my lips ...whispering

Our secret...he said taking my lips