Find me..make me love you ...again (derek hale love story) Book 2

Reflection

Running early in the morning..taking out of my thoughts...many thing have happening most of them out of control....

Ill be training with derek ...like he promised...most part of the time..I win..not always....sometimes ...I let him win..

The empathy drives me crazy....feeling the emotions of other....is sucks....especially when you now them...literally...There are moments you cant even hide it

Scott...the rejection of his mother..shes not accept was he is now..stiles and uncle they dont trust each other...alison chosen the wrong path...lydia missing jackson she doesn't want to admitted...chris trying to keep alison by the code..gerard is ambition gonna destroy him and derek...my alpha...doesn't trust anyone.. sometimes not even me...I dont even argument about that either....

Live is like a puzzle...every piece is important for at least you can see what is coming...you can be any piece to fit..you just need adapt...was is coming..the argent are nothing compare ...there not ready..they need to be united..they need to believe..they need a purpose..be a family..i am gonna give them a reason.....

Finally ..finishing running over the top..of our hidden place...admiring the new day....and maybe the last one for me..if they now.. they got my life in there hands....there action determined...mine...I really hate to see the future..especially. ...when is mine..

Happy birthday..jeannie..I said sitting in a rock admiring the view

My phone buzzing...derek

Alpha...I said provoking

Very funny...derek said

Sour...I said smiling

Happy...derek star saying

Dont you dare by the phone..I wanna hear it in my face. .I said protesting

He hanging the phone...

He just hang on me...I said looking my phone

Yes...so I can say in your face...I heard him behind me smiling

Turning..I saw him resting in a tree ...watching me

How you....I star said making gesture

Nevermind.....I said standing up

Walking at me...he really can take my breath away..what piss me off..he know exactly what I feeling..literally. ..standing in front of me..I just can't hide my emotion each time I see him..embracing him..resting my head listening his heart....feeling his arm surrounding me...this is heaven..I dont need nothing else

Happy birthday...derek said in a whisper hugging me

Mmmm...how my sourwolf today...I said in a sexy way

Happy to see you..derek said make me look at him

Im exhaust...training with you...it worst than running the marathon....I said smiling looking at him

Good..derek said amused

I turn taking his hand walking on the top of the cliff watching a thin ray line light fighting against the night..feeling his hand  around my waist...enjoyed the view

I love you..Derek said whispering in my ears making me smile

My uncle doesn't now about us..not yet...soon..stiles and scott they now...if he behave good they dont interference...our relationship for me is normal...we have up and down like anybody...our bond every day strong ..sometimes ..I block him just for have some space...making him worry...

Im trying not to think whats gonna happened...just been with him...in certainly point... his heart is gonna break..and I wouldn't there for him..but now is our moment and im not gonna...Ruined....