Looking the clock...3am...I cant sleep but I cant move because I have one strong hand in my leg...making sure ..I dont move...he just have a couple of minutes sleeping..he was taking care of the guys...until the effects of the moon is gone...free them sending to sleep..my two days off and gone...
Watching him sleep...He really look tired..but his face..happiness. .I cant dare to wake him up..listen his heartbeat getting low..hes finally sleeping
Trying to take his hand of me wasnt easy...each time I move...I have to keep my senses in his heartbeat..for any change.. finally...im up..standing quiet..admire him he have one hand in the back of his neck..the other in my side of the bed...even sleeping...he can take my breath away
Going out of the room...very ...very quiet..this is worst than mission impossible...finally slowly ..im out walking down the train...barefoot. .they got a improvise kitchen...but got everything....so I make Coffee...I really need it...desperately
Looking around..with my cup of coffee... going checking the guys ...there all sleeping...I dont think there going to school...standing in the middle..I close my eyes we are under but i can listening the almost morning..the insect..birds...the wind.. I miss running...but I dont want him worry for me..I was so concentrated...I didnt sense him ...scaring me..dropping my cup ....he got it
How many times I told you dont do that...do i have to tell you in another way..I said smiling he was behind me
Another way would be intereting..he said smiling kissing my hair
And walking to the improvise kitchen..taking my cup
Hey my coffee...I said turning
He look at me smiling making another cup of coffee and bringing to me...giving me the new one and he takes mine
Ok....that weird..I said watching him drinking my coffee
Your essence in the coffee...I cant let that pass..derek said smiling standing behind me surrounding me with one arm
We stand like that a couple of minutes enjoyed that moment...
Derek...I said
Hmmmm..he said with his chin in my head
Can you teach me defense myself...I said turning looking at him
Why...I can protect you...he said looking at me
Well...your not always gonna be around...neither the guys...I said
You work in the police station..derek said
You now that temporary..beside ...there people more faster hurting another then a bullet ...I said
He get tensed..very.. looking at me..thinking
You are an alpha..you protect your pack but I dont pretend each time happening something...im going scream for you make you abandoned your responsibility as alpha...dont even think about it..I said pointed his chest making him smile
You are part of the pack you are my priority...my luna..he said whispered
I cant be more important than them..I said frustrated
Without you.. I dont have a purposes...reason...the strength. .. losing everything without cared..he said
Ok...ok..I get it...I said pushing him..but because hes like solid rock..he dont move...but he grab me so I cant move ...
Either...
Derek pov
She got a point..and I understand...but finally shes accept me..I dont want nothing ...happened to her..I have to said yes..
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Find me..make me love you ...again (derek hale love story) Book 2
FanfictionLive is very complicated. Im trying to find an answer of all this but when you find it life changes the question...always. I don't bother to find it. After all this recently event's....about hunters and werewolfs, I'm just wanted to quit but I can't...
