All These Years ~ Dimon

31.

DEMI P.O.V.: thinking in Lauren's words made me feel insecure.

Simon: the whole truth Demi is that what she said was a lie

Demi: why did she say it then?

Simon: cause tat was her case but not yours

Demi: and what makes us different?

Simon: (he laughed) everything, you're another thing Demi I can't believe you're asking me this

Demi: I don't want to be hurt again Simon, I'm done with people playing with me...I need someone to be honest with me

Simon: and I'll be the most honest person in your life,you just have to give me a chance

Demi: I'm giving it now...be honest today

Simon: I don't want to sound like a crazy man,that's why I don't want to tell you the truth

Demi: (he stood up and walked to the other side of the room) it's not so difficult to tell someone that you just want their body...just do it Simon

Simon: I won't do that, you're crazy

Demi: just say "I want your body and sex" and we'll be okay, I promise (he shook his head and walked violently for me, took my face with his hands and said angrily)

Simon: I can't tell you that, I won't ever tell you that cause that's not what I want from you, I'm not feeling just attraction for you Demi

Demi: what are you feeling then? (He looked at me with the most sweet eyes on the world and walked out of the room)

I followed him walking fastly to his room and he sighed when he saw me there.

Simon: Demi please...give me time

Demi: no, I'm leaving...sorry

Simon: what? Where to?

Demi: I'm going back to my house

Simon: no, you can't...don't do this please

Demi: I'm sorry (I walked to the bedroom and put my clothes in a suitcase while he looked at me)

I grabbed the suitcase and walked to the door with him following me. I tried to open the door but he closed it and put his hands on my sides.

Demi: let me go...I don't want to be here with someone that's not honest with me, I deserve better than this

Simon: I don't care, you can't go

Demi: why? (I looked into his eyes and he pressed his lips while closing his eyes) why can't I go?

Simon: (he took a deep breath and opened his eyes to look at me) you can't go because I love you