Help Me

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*Clinton POV*
***TW: depression, suicide, self harm***
It's 2 am on a Friday. my brother n Christian had their wedding last Wednesday. I'm here scrolling on Tinder. I matched with a girl who likes the same shit I do.

her name is Mandy. her and I have been talking for a few days. I asked her out on a date and she said yes. the date is on Tuesday. we both like tacos so I got a reservation at a taco restaurant.

she is the reason why im alive. yes, you heard it right. I am depressed/suicidal. when I drink, I drink until I black out. I done this for a while.

most times I end up in the hospital hooked up to shit. once I made my brother cry because they were cuts on my arm and he didn't know I suffered from this.
I got help but their still there, just faded.

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