baby girl | chanlix

twenty-one.

"No, He's not fucking okay," Sehun yelled at my mom, "He's relapsing and you're not doing anything to help him," he said angerly, "I'm not leaving until I know that he's okay and getting proper help," Sehun said and  pulled me close to his side.

"I'm not going to school for a week so you don't need to worry about anything," I said quietly.

"So somethings happening at school," Sehun asked looking as if he was going to punch someone.

"No, I just get anxiety around the people there, I spend most of the time in the Headmaster's office, doing work in the meeting room connected to his office. I go to class when I have to but that's not often, "I said.

 "I don't care about any of this, I know your the best student in your grade and I don't care what you do at school, but I care about your health, we're going to the doctors tomorrow," Sehun said.

I nodded and crawled into his arms and cuddled into his side. Tomorrow is Saturday. Sehun is being overprotective again. Life is shinning a little brighter as I lay in Sehun's arms. It seems he drives every evil away from me.

"Tomorrow, "I said under my breath as my eyes got heavy. 

***

Sehun shook my shoulder to wake me up and told me to take a shower before we leave. I got up and went to my bathroom. I washed and then changed into a black hoodie that said 'total fucking darkness' on the back with black jeans and old black converse. (outfit at top)

He made me breakfast that I ate, reluctantly might I add. We got in his car and he drove me to a clinic. We went in and he told me to sit in the waiting room while he signed me in and filled out paperwork.

I sat and went on my phone. I played a game since I deleted all my social media. Sehun sat next to me and had me fill something out. It had questions and I had to rate from 1 to 10. I filled it all out having done one similar before but back in Australia and gave it back to Sehun. 

"Hyung, what are we doing after this, "I asked.

"I don't know yet, any suggestions," he asked.

"How about we go back to Australia," I said.

"I can't take you back, your legal guardian lives here and has full responsibility for you," he said.

I turned completely facing him and said, "Hyung, why don't you become my legal guardian."

"There is no reason that your mom isn't capable of being your guardian, don't forget Felix that I went to school to be a lawyer," he said. 

No, she beats her child, I thought to myself."Lee Felix," a nurse called. We stood up and walked back to a room and the nurse left us. 

We sat there for a max of 5 minutes before a doctor came in. He took my weight and height before he just sat me down and looked over the paperwork he had. He typed things into his computer and then turned to me.

"Hi Felix, how are you today," he asked.

"I'm fine, how are you, "I asked back trying to be nice. Being woken up at 6:30 because of an appointment is the worst. 

He asked me more and more questions, they just kept going. The more effort I had to put into the questions. 

The doctor wrote all my answers down and then asked another. This continued for almost 15 minutes before he had me sit on the table again. 

"Roll up your sleeves," he asked. I rolled them up and they bunched up at my elbows. The doctor looked at them and noticed a bruise on my arm. 

"How did you get this bruise," he asked.

"I tripped at school the other day while it was raining, "I said. He wrote more down and then turned my arms over looking at them.

"There seem to be scratch marks on your writs, can you explain them to me," he asked.

"I got a rash last week and I kept itching it okay, I'm guilty," I said. He looked back at Sehun and they got up and left me in the room alone. I could hear their voices just outside the door. I wish I could understand what they were saying. 

The room seemed to get darker and shadows started to form on the walls. My shadow slowly disappeared as something splashed onto the walls. 

The door opened and everything inside the room melted away into its normal state.

"I have concluded after careful observation that you have certainly relapsed, you will get your anxiety prescription along with your anti-depressant, I'll send the information to the pharmacy, it'll most likely be an hour and a half or two before it's filled," he said.

Sehun and I got up and left. We were going to the mall. In the quiet car, Sehun said nothing. 

"Your my baby girl," "Baby girl,"" Angel,"" Princess," "Baby Girl," Chan's voice echoed. 

"See I knew it, I knew it,"Sehun finally broke the silence."I'm glad I took you there," he said taking his eyes off the road for just a second to smile at me.