No Exceptions

Twenty Three

I stayed lying on him as both of us were unwilling to move, savoring the unrepeatable moment. As he pulled out of me I couldn't help but wince, missing the connection. I looked down at the small amount of blood and blushed. He followed my line of sight and pulled at my chin, releasing my bottom lip.
"There's absolutely no fucking doubt who you belong to now baby"
"All yours" I agreed.

He held onto my waist and set me down gently on the floor as he stood up and stepped into the shower, turning the tap as water came out of the shower head. He adjusted it until the water was nice and hot. As the steam filled the room I stood up and followed him in, letting out a sigh as the water hit my skin. I grabbed the loofah and drizzled the body wash on it and eyed off my lover hungrily. I tugged at his arm as he joined me under the water staying close. I began gently scrubbing his chest and worked my way down.

I pulled on his neck moving his ear to my lips "You can do me after"
He grabbed my hips harshly and crushed my body against the wall. He guided my hand to his cock, I couldn't believe he was rock hard again. His hooded gaze doing delicious things to my nether regions
"Again?" He questioned, rubbing my entrance with his rigid length. I ran my hands through my now wet hair and placed my right foot on the shower's ledge, then raked my nails across his toned back. "Fuck me Negan" tugging at the roots of his hair until a got a playful "ow" out of him. I bared my teeth at him, feeling animalistic
"Fuck me hard, fuck me fast"

I knew that's what he wanted to do, the strain on his face, holding back just moments ago. He raised his eyebrows at me
"I don't know if you're ready for me to go at you full fucking force yet princess"
I firmly grabbed his cock and stroked him, licking my lips
"I'm not made of porcelain, you can't break me!" I performed a painfully slow stroke trying to entice him, wanting to belong to each other in every way possible. I wanted us to be happy.

"Marry me" Negan stated, I just scoffed at him.
"I already said I would" his face turned serious, no hint of jest in his eyes.
"You said yes to protect people, to protect Da..." he went to say Daryl's name but sported a sour face, a look of utter disdain.
I grabbed his chin, before he sunk too deep "I love you Negan, I'm saying yes because I've fallen in love with you."

He was staring at me intensely, then betrayed his insecurity "I don't like feeling this way! Enough of this hearts and flowers bullshit, I'm going to grow a pussy and our periods are going sync up if we don't fucking quit it." I giggled at the vivid imagery.

I tried to coax more out of him "It's been a long time since you've let yourself be vulnerable isn't it?" He rolled his eyes at me, knowing exactly what I was doing
"Rackel, I'm a fucking impenetrable M60 Patton! Nothings penetrating this tank darlin'" I then tried a flirty tact
"Lucky for you that doesn't ring true in my case." I winked at him as he thrusted into me without warning. He buried himself to the hilt, causing me to claw at the wall, gaining no purchase. I bit his shoulder to stifle my moan.
He pulled almost completely out before impaling me again
"Naughty girl"

as he gave my arse a hard tap he began his rough fuckery. I must've sounded like a feral animal, an internal war inside; the feeling of pleasure and pain battling for dominance. I dug my nails into his back hard, urging him to push harder, push me to my limits.

"Please baby, please cum in me" I purred, I was becoming delirious. Negan started pressing me so hard against the tiles that I found it hard to breathe.
He was obviously taking my challenge very seriously. "Fit me like a fucking glove, so fucking tight! Have you reached your limit yet, my dirty girl?" I gasped for air nodding.

Negan sucked at my collar bone leaving a big hickey, as I felt him violently unload. He unpinned me and I took a large gulp of air, feeling relief run through me. he looked at me seemingly irritated.
"What's wrong?" He interrogated, I felt whiplash from the mood change.
"Nothing" I puffed, still catching my breath.
"Dont fucking lie to me Rackel!"
I folded placing my hands on his chest in attempts to soften him"I just found it a little hard to breathe in the end is all"
"Why didn't you tell me?" He narrowed his eyes and I immediately regretted not saying anything.

With everything happening I felt the tears fall as I frantically apologised. "I'm sorry, its just that you were enjoying yourself and I didn't want to ruin it." I looked to the side of him, unable to give him direct eye contact.

He shook his head softly and kissed my tears away. "Look Rackel, I know this is all fucking new to you. But I've got to be able to trust you! In the end what's this without trust right?" I nodded, feeling like I needed to share something that had been niggling at me.

he must've sensed it because he was asking me to spill it; he never seemed to miss a thing. I decided that concealing things had gotten me into enough trouble "I didn't tell you because I want to be enough for you. I just wish I could be enough so you didn't need the others you know? If I could somehow be everything, you wouldn't need them." He hesitated and shook his head at me again, I felt slightly patronised but at the time felt I deserved it. I knew his deal, knew he had multiple wives when I let myself fall for him.

"Rackel, I haven't slept with any of them since that night I had with you. I'm gonna be honest, I tried, and when I say I tried I mean I really FUCKING tried. I just couldn't do it, I couldn't get you out of my head. That's probably why Amber's been so fucking antsy!" He let out a reserved laugh but waited on my response.

I couldn't believe my ears, it seemed all too good to be true! I wrapped my arms around his neck "Marry me Negan! Marry me for real, we can celebrate with our people, do a reception, the whole bit! Let the wives go; let them go back to their husbands and boyfriends and I promise I'll spend everyday trying to be everything you need!" The words just kept pouring, unable to stop once I had started. It was the dream I've had for a while but never dared to share it.

He was expressionless "I'll see you tomorrow Princepessa" he stepped away from me, out of the shower and grabbed a towel. I immediately saddened at his diversion of the subject, I felt like such an idiot spilling my guts like that, like it would have make a lick of difference.

A smile pulled at his lips "Meet me at the arbor in the garden... I've gotta go find a suit" my jaw dropped; did he just say what I think he said?

I leapt out of the bath, needing confirmation "Really? Are you for real?"

He stood there like a hero out of a movie, hands on hips, a marvel in his naked glory. "My love, I am as fucking real as they come." It was true, he'd been nothing but honest with me since I got here, even if I didn't like it. Before he left he gave me one last request "Ask Skye about a dress, she's into all that sort of stuff! I want you in white" he kissed my hand and I had to laugh at the idea of me wearing white after what we had just done.

I held his hand tightly as I put in my request
"I want Skye there front and centre. We've gotten quite close and I know this would mean the world to her! Is that ok?"

He wrapped the towel around his waist, chewing his lip in thought.
"That's perfect, I'll have both my girls present" he winked and left the room to get dressed
"What?"
He paused at my question "I'll explain later" and continued on his path, leaving me to my own thoughts.

What did he mean by 'both my girls'?