Hidden Behind These Walls

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  • Dedicated to All my regrets </3
                                    

Falling from lies.

Breaking from ties.

They all talk behind me.

Trying to secretly define me.

They don't know anything.

Sometimes I would just give everything.

But in return it seems like I have nothing.

They say everything they want to.

They don't even care what it comes to.

I wonder why I even care.

If everyone else just keeps their share.

I stay hidden behind these walls.

I constantly feel like I'm hearing their screaming calls.

I try to let these thoughts go.

But my mind just keeps telling me "no".

I cry out.

Sometimes I just want to shout,

"Why does this always happen to me?".

"Why can't you just let me be?".

What has this world come to,

A place where you have to be like everyone else wants you to.

Thoughts swirling in my head.

Sometimes I just think it's all in my head.

I'd rather just give up.

Say that it's all enough.

Falling head over heels.

Trying to get over all these feels.

My mind just doesn't give me a break.

For goodness sake!

I feel like a duckling thats lost it's way.

It's like everyone is just trying to make me pay.

"What have I done to deserve this?".

I can definitely say this is something I won't miss.

But then I think of God's plan for me,

A future full of hope and prosperity.

He has things for me that I can only imagine.

I'll try not to drown in my own pity of sorrow.

Maybe I'll have hopes for a good day tomorrow.

I'll twinkle like a diamond itself.

I'll try to stop regretting myself.

I won't stay hidden behind these walls.

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