Somewhere I lost myself,
Down the line of lies,
That I surrounded myself in.
And now I can't seem to find,
The way to make this all come clear.
I'm screaming out.
I'm trying to not let it devour me,
But this power is overwhelming me,
And I need you to breathe.
This darkness,
Consuming me.
Leaving me with nothing but pride.
Haunting me,
Killing me.
And I want nothing more than to let it.
Somehow I can't seem to find,
Which way is right?
Feelings are deceiving;
But what is the point of life,
If either way I feel like Hell?
It's taking me again.
Dear Lord, it's taking me again.
Please hear these silent cries,
My screaming heart is broken,
I need you to fix it.
Otherwise,
I don't want it.
This broken heart of mine is shattered to ruins,
God, why have I let it destroy me?
Will I ever be what you intended me to be?
After all I've done and put myself through,
Am I still worthy of the love and grace you can give?
Will I ever be worth it again?
This darkness is blinding me,
I can't seem to feel.
My mind has taken over;
And my body has grown numb.
Muscles aching;
Make it seize.
My lungs have grown tired of breathing,
This intoxicated fume of life.
Disasterous myseries,
Overtaking me.
Forgotten what it's like to live.
What have I left;
But a broken life and nothing left to give..
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Poetry(Periodic Updates)Poetry isn't just words put together in a certain rhythm or a smooth way; it's the act of putting yourself and emotions into your writing. It's laying back in the middle of a field and staring up at a cloud and finding all the deta...
