Poetically Driven

Cuddling

frickin fuckledudz. 

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I cuddle in my darkness,

It cuddles me like bear,

I forget about my smartness,

As it gently strokes my hair,

My common sense goes out the window,

I guess I just don't care,

The darkness lets the wind blow,

Through my short, curly hair,

A smile spreads on my face,

My conscience is so clear,

I called myself a disgrace,

Just because I don't wanna be here,

Darker goes the skies,

Shitty goes the weather,

I hope you hear my cries,

"We'll never be together",

I'd rather be alone,

Nothing makes sense,

Every time I go home,

I ask "How can people be so dense?",

I walked up to the edge,

I walked there with a frown,

I looked over the ledge,

And I knew I wanted to drown,

I took one deep breath,

Then I just jumped,

I dared to take on Death,

Faster my heart thumped,

I just wanted to die,

You never noticed,

I loved you and I cried,

"How could you not know this?",

How did you not know,

As I died I screamed in vain,

I suffered the water's harsh blow,

I felt the world's very last pain,

Love doesn't exist,

Not anymore,

I balled up a fist,

And I knocked on Hell's door,

I faded into the dark,

I'm dying and I don't care,

I've lost my beautiful spark,

My mind rotted until it was bare,

I cuddled with my darkness,

It cuddled me like a bear,

I forgot about my smartness,

As it gently stroked my hair.

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"It's a curse. All dreams are a curse." ~K. D.

Song: Innocence by Nero

(Nickita tell me whatcha think of the song.)

~R