My perfect family

18

To say that today was one of the worst days in my life would have been an understatement.

While in the middle of the music video shooting Yoongi recieved a call from his father telling him that my mother had been in horrible accident.

When he told I felt like I would collapse right there and then. Though she was not the best mother she was still my mother and I loved her beyond words could describe.

Filming was cancelled for the day as I rushed to the hospital. Yoongi and Yoonjin were with me in one car while Dee followed in another.

I couldn't believe that the first time that I would see my mom would be with her being in a hospital bed in critical condition. It made me feel like the worst daughter on this planet.

When we got to the hospital we rushed there and found my father and Yoongi's mother in the waiting room. I asked them for updates but they hadn't received any.

Hours upon hours went by but we had still recieved no word. As I sat there I couldn't help but to think about the had feeling I had felt when I woke up.

At first I thought that I was just hungry but when it wouldn't go away I knew it had to he something more. And now I knew what it meant. If only I could have been with her.

"Family if Park Salma?" The doctor questioned as soon as she stepped out of the operating room.

"I am her daughter." I announced as I was the first one to reach her.

"You mother went into cardiac arrest two times during the surgery but we managed to bring her back. She is in poor condition even after the surgery and I don't think that she will make it through the night. It would best if you say your goodbyes just incase of the worst outcome. I am sorry that this was not the news you were expecting." She said and excused her self before walking away.

My heart sank at her words and I couldn't help but to let a few tears fall. I couldn't believe that this was actually happening. Just why couldn't I have been there with her?

My knees crumbled under me and the next thing I knew I was on the floor. I began to cry my heart out pray that some miracle could save her. She was not the best person but she still deserved to live. She couldn't die like this.

A few seconds later I felt myself being pulled into a warm embrace. I moved more into the person's arms seeking their warmth.

"Just let it out baby." The person's voice cracked and I soon realised that I was in my father's arms.

I cried until I could cry anymore. When I finally calmed down we both stood up and I pushed myself away from him.

When I looked around I saw everyone giving me such sorrowful look and I felt like I couldn't stand it but I swallowed the feeling not wanting to create more of a scene.

I was just glad that my son had fallen asleep in Yoongi's arms and had not seen me in such a pitiful moment.

"Let's go." I said lowly before going to find my mother's room.

When we found it I couldn't help but to tear up again as I saw her. There were tubes everywhere and her face was filled with such nasty bruises.

A tear rolled down my cheeks as I walked toward her. My hand grabbed hers and gently squeezed it.

"Y-Y/N?" Her weak voice called out to me and only then had I noticed that she was awake the whole time.

"M-mom..." My voice cracked before I began crying again.

I took a seat on the chair beside her bed and then laid my head on her hand that I was still holding.

"I'm sorry... I-I'm so sorry for not being there for you. P-please forgive me mom." I cried.

"Y-Y/N I should be the one apologizing not you. If I had been a good mother none of this would have been happening. You would have been happy with Yoongi and your child but I took all of that away from you sweetheart. I'm so sorry for not realising that you are the perfect daughter... For not fixing the misunderstandings... For not being happy for you... When I'm gone I want you to be happy with Yoongi. You deserve it my love and u know that he is the one for you because he loves you so much." She said and I looked up at her.

"Mom you won't die. Please don't said that. I can't be with Yoongi. He is my brother, what we had was a m-" I stuttered.

"Sweetheart no. You two are not brother and sister. Dong-Hyun is not your father. I got pregnant and pinned it on him. I am so sorry Dong-Hyun." She apologized looking at him leaving us all shook.

The whole things was just one big fat lie.

"Y/N please forgive me. That's all I ask my dear." She asked as she looked back at me weakly.

"I forgive you." I said as I nodded my head while kissing her palm.

"That's all I wanted. Now I can go in peace." She whispered and my heart sank.

"Mom no. Please don't go. Please... You still have to meet Yoonjin. Momma please." I begged as I stood up frantically when I saw her eyes beginning to flatter closed.

I heard someone yelling outside but I did not care as I focused on my mother.

"Y-Yoonjin such a sweet na-" I heard the monitor flatline and I couldn't stop the big fat tears the rolled down my face.

"Mom...mom no please don't go. Mom.mom. please open your eyes."