My perfect family

20

To say the following days after the funeral were hectic was an understatement. After a few more days of grieving I managed to go back to work.

The filming went smoothly until it was finally done. The only thing that wasn't smooth was the amount of time that Yoongi tried to talk to me. I avoided him as much as possible and ignored him.

When he came to my house I told the guards not to let him in. As bad as I felt I knew that if I let him in it would only lead to me forgiving him easily which was something that I did not want to do.

"Miss Y/N, there is someone here to see you." One of the guards said breaking me out of my chain of thoughts.

"If it's Min Yoongi please tell him that I am not interested in talking to him and that he can leave the same way he came." I said and couldn't help but to roll my eyes at the though of him.

"It's not him miss. Its actually the lady who came with him the other day, Mrs Min." He answered and couldn't help but to furrow my brows in confusion.

What was she doing here?

"Uh let her in I guess." I said before sitting up properly.

It took a couple of minutes before the door opened and Yoongi's mother walked in. I then stood up to greet her.

"Mrs Min what do I owe this sudden visit?" I asked but I could already imagine what it was about.

"I am here to to about my son and grandson." She answered confirming my theory.

When I looked into her eye I could see the determination in them. She was not going to leave without telling me exactly what was on her mind.

"Please have a seat then." I said before digging and then sitting down.

I remained silent as I waited for her to start talking since I didn't really have much to say.

"I know that you are in a difficult place right now but I request that you stay in Korea. I begging you to let Yoongi form a relationship with his son." She said and I just looked at her.

"So in other words you telling me to stop my life for your son. I'm sorry Mrs Min but I can't do that after what your son has done to me." I replied before looking away for a split second.

"The way you talk it's as if you are blaming this all on my son but do remember that your mother was to blame. Y/N what did you expect Yoongi to do after finding out that you were his sister? You can't really expect him to have seen your relationship the same as before." She said.

"And I didn't expect him to?" I exclaimed in frustration.

"After the news that we got that day not even I would have seen our relationship the same way. I didn't expect him to stay with me and I wouldn't have stayed with him knowing that we were brother and sister but what I did want was for him to at least support me in the idea of keeping the baby because the whole thing was not it's fault. He should have agreed with the idea of getting an abortion. Call me selfish but I could have gone along with the idea of killing a life especially the one I created with the man I loved." I explained and let a few tears go before wiping them all away.

"Y/N I know you were but so was Yoongi. The moment you walked out that door you took my son's life with you. I saw the way his eyes turned dim loosing all of his hope. You know he even stopped communicating with his father and I because of that whole ordeal... It really broke him Y/N... I know he only went along with the abortion idea because he thought that was what was right... I-I am not asking you to forgive him but at least give him the chance to see his son grow... Yoonjin also deserves the chance to know his father... P-please make the decision thinking about your son's future not about the hurt you experienced in the past." She said softly.

The last statement hit me hard as I looked down at my shoes. My tears were already falling again as her words played around in my head.

"I-I think it's time for you to go now Mrs M-Min." I whispered softly.

I heard her stand up.

"I will go now... But I really hope that you will think about what I just said now Y/N... Yoongi deserves a second chance just like everybody else... Your son deserves a chance to have his father by his side." She added lastly before walking away.

When I heard the door shut I began to cry out loud. The pain of all those years ago seemed to all be coming back.