Tw talk of blood and sh
Emily's pov:
I walk in the bathroom to brush my teeth when I see someonething the ground.
"Ow y/n" i let out as I saw a blood drop on the floor. Still fresh.
I walk back into the door frame
And just looked at her
Y/n pov:
"Oo these bagels look great" I said without noticing the look on Emily's face
"O right you said my name, what's up?" I look at her now noticing the look
Shit what did I do
"What is it em?"
"You self harmed when I was away" she said with slight tears in her eyes.
What how does she know?!
"Wha-"
"I found a blood drop on the ground y/n. You can't deny it"
Shit shit think of something
"What em. I just got my period. That's all. Why do you think I'm not in the mood to get our of bed. And that I'm so emotional "
She's not gonna buy that
" I'm oke, come here"
Emily walked close to me and I just hugged her. It hurts to lie but I cant, she can't know. Nobody can.
Emily backed up to look me in the eyes
Quick look trustworthy
" oke, I believe you "
Wait really?
"But i want you to get help y/n. Hotch gave me a the information of a therapist he knows is good. I want you to make an appointment for this week. Its mandatory anyway"
Ughhh
"Don't you have to leave for work" I ask to change the subject
"I can stay here if you like"
No pls don't. I wanne be alone.
"What no" she looks at me and says
"I don't want you to be alone"
Dammit em, I do!
"I can come with you. I can just stay with penelope. That way I'm not alone and I can be usefull. She taught me everything I need to know so"
Maybe I can sneak off a few times"
"Fine let's go. We have a case"
Emily packed her stuff and proppet it in the car.
I got in the passengers seat and put know my head phones. I really don't wanne see the team after exposing myself like that. And besides there is something penelope and I need to talk about.
I put on my calming playlist.
Playing 'its oke by Tom rosenthal'
Without noticing i sart to hum and slowly sing the song.
Mh hmm hmm
Mhh hmm hmm hmm
My love has gone away...
Emily looked at me but I didn't notice
Tell me true
My heart is new
My love has gone away
Its oke I know someday I'm going to be with you
It's oke I know someday I'm going to be with you.
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Fanfiction⚠️tw⚠️ mental health issue's such as sh, depression, Ed and suicide... y/n garcia penelope's sister has been with the bau for 1 year. she's a very private person but now, her mental health caves in after another lose in her life. everyone will see h...
