criminalminds x reader

chapter 81

TW same as last chapter....

Micheal tied me to the chair again. Only the rope is lose...its not so easy with 1 hand.
Speaking of his hand is still chilling on the table.

Micheal was moving around cabels and placed a camera in front of me.
He put his computer on the table and threw his own hand in the trash as if it were nothing.

I could see the computer going live.
"We're live with your friends. Say hi agent garcia"
Micheal said to me.

He moved infront of the camera and showed his arm
"I payed for my sin. Now it's her time"

Emily's pov:

2 hours passed , luke and dave were back and we all tried to eat something.

"Guys, Micheal is streaming us a live video " penelope says.
We all gather around.
"We're live with your friends. Say hi agent garcia" Micheal said to the camera.

I was shocked to see the sight of y/n. She had a massive head wound and her lip was bleeding along with a bruise on her face.

Micheal moved to the camera and showed his arm wrapped in gaze that had a small red spot underneath. It was slowly bleeding through.

"I payed for my sin. Now it's her time"

He  moved away from the camera and faced y/n. We could still see both in frame.
"Did he amputate his own hand?" Stephen asked.
Penelope was shaking and had tears streaming down. I was on edge too.

"Micheal let me just sow up your arm, its bleeding through. And how fucking stupid was that" y/n said mockly with a laugh at the end.
"What is she doing?" Tara asked.

"Surviving. She's showing no fear" Rossi answered as he placed his hand on my shoulder.

"You told me to do it!" Micheal screamed in her face.
"I just informed you that the bible said it so if you believed that sinners should pay for their sins so should you. But you choose to listen to me. You choose to trust me. And I'm a sinner right? You trusted a sinner Micheal. The bible was made with interpretation. Besides maybe I lied maybe the bible doesn't say you should cut your hand of of you mastrubated"
Y/n said daringly.

"Penelope can you track were he's streaming of?" Luke asked
"I'm trying"
Penelope is buzzy trying to found out where y/n is.

"You sind again!! You lied!!"
Micheal screamed at her.
"Maybe I did maybe I didn't. But like I said Micheal everyone is a sinner"

Micheal walked out of frame and walked back in and put a gun against y/n's head.
"Confess your sins!!"

Penelope got scared by the gun. Its y/n's own gun.
"Wich one do you want? I have alot"
Y/n laughed again.
"Yea I'm definitely going to hell. I'm going be chilling with Satan herself "
Y/n continued her laugh.

"I've got a location!!" Penelope yelled.

Everyone got geared up while stilling following the stream on our phones

"shut up or I'm going to put so many bullets in your head god won't reconize you!"  Micheal screamed at y/n while moving around the gun.

"I'm an atheist! Fire at will!!"
I look away for a second  and shots get fired.
I'm to afraid to look back when I heat jj say.
"She didn't get shot. It were warning shots"
I let out a sigh if releave and we get to the car.

Y/n's pov:

"I'm an atheist, fire at will"
He moved the gun away from my head and shot twice at the ceiling.
Wooden splinters fall down.
I flinched before turning my blank face on again.
He moved to gun to my head again.
"You were scared huh" he says proudly.

I turn my head straight to the gun.
"I'm not scared of anything" I say daring.
I hoped the team had my location by now, I don't know if I can stall Much longer. I got the ropes on my hands loose. But I held them so he wound notice.
The frustration In his eyes was growing. Just hope it doesn't get higher than his need for me to confess and fear him.

"Confess everything now!!"
He was really angry but I needed ro stall in some way.

"Damn everything? Okay fine"
I started to think if what to say.
"Do I need to count everytime I had sex out of wedlock? That's going to be a damn long list."
I actually don't know how many times but, I'll just come up with lies.

"Just start already!!" Micheal said waving around the gun.

"Okay fine sooooooo. Eem I did self harm. Kissed my best friend at 15 or something, she was a girl...disgusting right? Ow and she was dating a guy ye ye"
I needed more.
"Also tried to kill myself then. Ans actually some more times this year. So definitely going to hell. Ow I also did the devil's lettuce alot. In high school and with a girl I dated for 2 years . She overdosed, I think it's been a year actually"
Didn't realise that. I stopped to think about it for a second.

"Keeping going!!" Micheal pushed the gun into my skin.

"Right right!" I say trying not to cry. I really had to hold myself in from having a panic attack. Just think about emily!
"Emily" I sat outloud.

"I-i. My girlfriends name is emily. We've been together for 5 months. And that girl knows how to have sex."
I feel the gun pushed into my skull
"Your disgusting!!"

"You wanted me to Confess didn't you? So can I keep going?!"
Pls I hope the team Is here soon bc I don't know what els to say.

"So we have amazing lesbian sex. And she's my boss actually that's hot right. I really love her....right eeem I'm aslo an fbi agent so I probably shot some people. I also lie alot! As an agent but also in general . How many times I told people I was fine but I wasn't . I lied about my depression, and I hid the fact that I wasn't eating or when I relapsed with self harm. I also curse alot."

I hear cars in the distance so I speak louder to block it
"Something like: fuck! Goddammit! For fucks sake! You motherfucking stupid ass son of a bitch! "

I need to do something now!
I let the roped fall of my hand and push the gun away.

I let my chair fall back and quickly pull my legs out and do a back roll.

Micheal got a hold of the gun again and shot fire.
I hear outside.
"fires been shot!"

Everything was still live.
I take out the knife strapped to my thigh.
As the bullets flew right passed me.
"Knife and gun. Not really fair is it"
I say teasing.

Micheal dropped the gun and took the knife behind him.
"Let's dance"
We both ran towards eachoter and I block his hits, he manages to cut my rib and i made a cut in his face. I managed to grab ahold of his hand. And threw his knife away.

The door got kicked open.

But i can't really pay attention right now.

I want playing om stabing Micheal so i threw my knife out too.

We both land on the floor and fight eachother.

He landed a few good punches In my face as I'm on the bodem. I kick him in the nuts and throw him over. Putting my thumb in the gaze pressuring the open wound. After only a second he passed out as the adrenalin probably came down and the pain got to high.

Rossi pulled his unconscious body away as I fell down next to him and cry after staying strong the whole time.

Emily rushed over to me and placed her hands on the cut on my ribs.

"I need a medic!!"
Emily screamed out to door.
"Shh its okay "

I cry and place my hands on my bruised face. My head was pounding and bleeding from both sides.

"I'm so sorry" I cry out to Emily as a paramedic puts gaze on the wound and on my head. While another medic  gets a bed to wheel me in the ambulance.

"I will never go out smoking again "
I cry but it painfully turns into a laugh.
Emily laughs at my humor aswell.

The medic wheels me out but we pass the camera first.
"Stop for a second"
I say to them.
"Penelope if you still hear me . I'm okay...I'm sorey you had to watch this. But I'm okay"
I nodd and the medic get ne in the ambulance.
Rossi, jj , luke, Stephen and tara all say hi to me before they take me to the hospital.