criminalminds x reader

chapter 42

Tw the case. Sh

Bryan was compeled to kill an officer.
And carved 'bye' in his forehead.

Peter Lewis has the list.

"Now we know who the copy cat is"jj said

"He compels Bryan to self harm" hotch said.

Just hearing the words self-harm...
Emily noticed and rubbed my back.

"So you mean Bryan cut himself "
Luke asked.
"That's what self-harm means alvez. Harmig yourself. And you saw the carvings so what els could it be" I said while walking out.

Idk why it triggered me so hard. But I needed to get of there.
Emily followed behind me.
"Are you oke?" I just look at her and she knows the answer.
"Idk why it triggers me. Ughh. And then alvez had to clearl up what it ment? It just made me angry and idk why"
She didn't know what to respond she hugged me.
"Im 4 months clean. I thought I was over it"

"Hey babe, you were addicted to it. Its a life long struggle just like your Ed. And everyday is another fight won"

Why do you have to mention my Ed.

It did make me realise I hadn't eaten anything today.
"Wait did you just call me babe?"
I look at her.
"Ow I didn't even realise. Is that not okay?"
"No no ofc it is. I just- what are we? We've been on a few dates these past 3 months. And we kiss occasionally you even slept over. So what does that mean?" I ask her.
"What do you want it to mean?"
A big smile grew on My face.

"You want to be my girlfriend " I ask teasingly.
She kissed my lips and I push her against the wall. We stop bc we still want to be discreet. 2 agents aren't exactly allowed to date.
"Sooo does this mean I can sleep over more often" she asked.

" yes ofc my beautiful girlfriend "
I grab her arm and we walk back to the team. Nobody asked or said anything they just continued.

We got some more leads on the case.

Bryan was changed om a cross when he got found. The wood had leather around it. Penelope found the sex shop were it was purchased.
Mister scratch used Spencers name to purchase it.
The shop owner had a copy of Spencers drivers licence that he gave her.
He used Spencers social security number and changed an address. P then found a local address for him.

Spencer and agent alvez walked into the building and saw Bryan cutting into the real crimson King.

Tara talked Bryan down and like arrested danniel cullen but he didn't remember anything about being the crimson king.

And well mister scratch was long gone.

We got back to the bau and alvez announced that he was staying.

Me and emily were walking out when he yelled after me.
"Garcia " I turn around at luke and then look at em.
"Come to my apartment this time" she said as she walked into the elevator.
I gave her a 'Don't leave me ' look but she just smiled.

I turn back around to face him
"What?" I ask bluntly.
"Wow okay I thought atleast 1 Garcia liked me" He said laughing
I gave a snake smile and said.

"Sorry. What? My highness" I did a little bow.

Oke I'm definitely penelope's sister

"I just wanted to say sorry if I triggerd you with my stupid question"
"It was pretty stupid" I push and push in the elevator button.

Penelope walked next to me.
"Good to know im not the only one who doesn't like him" she says.
I turn to him and say.
"I don't hate you. That question just made me really angry and idk why. I was triggered and I'm sorry if I snapped" me and penelope  step jnto the elevator
"It was more of an observation then a question "
"Bye alvez" I say as the door closed.

"What stupid question?" P asked.
"Ow hotch said that Peter made Bryan self-harm and luke asked 'did he cut himself ?' Like bruh he litterly had the 'bau' cut into his stomach" Penelope laughed at my impersonation.

"So you and emily still going on dates?" She asked.
I couldn't help it but smile.
"Something happened! Tel me tel me! Pls I need to be joyfully again" she said jumping up and down

"P! We are in a elevator calm down!"
She calmed down but clinged to my arm.
"Fine but don't tell anyone and I mean it" she got even more excited.
"She's my girlfriend now" I say with a big smile.  "And...I'm going to her apartment right now"

"No we are going shopping first "
She said exited.
"What?"
"You need new lingerie"
"Penelope!"
The elevator doors opened to the garage.
"I'm not having sex with Emily "
I say giving her a little push.
" y/n you haven't had sex in ages. You need to get laid. And you have a girlfriend now who loves so"
I walk with er to her car. People walk past and look at us weirdly.

"That's bc my last girlfriend died. And besides idk if I'm ready for her to see me that way yk. All naked. With loose skin, my scars and stretch marks"
Penelope made an "ooo" kinda face.

"Aww pumpkin. Your beautiful and I know emily knows too" she hugged me And I got on my motorcycle and drove to Emily's apartment.

I walked In and wa greeted by Emily's cat
"Omg nice to meet you Sergio"  he gives my legs head bumps.

I take a look around her apartment as I've never been here before.

"Do you have everything you need or do you need to get some clothes at your apartment?"

"How long do you want me to stay?" I say laughing.
"I just want you to be comfortable, do you have your antidepressants ?"

"Ye ye" I lie.
I move to the couch and Sergio comes next to me.
"Is everything oke?" She asked and came to sit next to me.
"Well 1 you got triggerd yesterday bc of sh. Now you don't like alvez? You reacted weird so my question About your antidepressants. And you completely ignored that I put food on the table"
I just pat Sergio and keep looking at him.

"Idk why I got triggerd. I don't actually dislike alvez. And why are you profiling me?" I look up at her and lock eyes.
"Bc there is something to profile. And your my girlfriend now which means I need to look after you"
I smile at her calling me her girlfriend.

"You calling me your girlfriend is so hot but I cant move bc of cat. It's the law" she laughed a little.
"Why did you react that way to my question about your medication "
I sigh. Sergio didn't like that I moved so he jumped away.

"Why don't we go eat. You clearly put alot of effort in it"
"It taste bad sit down"

Oke that was so hot.

I sit back down.
" I'll order some food then. What do you want"
She grabbed the phone put of my hand.
"Wow oke. Is lieutenant prentiss back?" She looked angry.

"Y/n talk to me. I asked a question"
"And I dont want to talk. I already have a therapist for that."

Emily's phone pinged.
It was penelope.
"Maybe before you open that. She knows "
"Why did she sent me a picture of lingerie?"
I burry my head in my hands and laugh.

"Fine all order some food. But y/n I want you to be open with me. I want to know what's going on in your head"

Author: I guess I am uploading as much as usually 😅.