Differences

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Savon

God, I don't know what I did for this man to love on me like this. Not only has he dedicated his time to me, but he also pleases every nerve ending in my sweet haven, and dotes on all my emotional senses. After a long conversation in my bed, I dived a little further into his mental. Without revealing too much, I gave him a peek further into mine.

"You have a real ass friend in that Zara chick ... that's her name, right?"

"Yeah," I smiled as the TV was the only light that illuminated in my bedroom. "I almost want to know what y'all talked about."

"Nothing crazy, she was just looking out for you, she gave me the heads up that you were delicate. Worried about me fucking up a good thing." Chris palmed my ass as he smirked.

"We been through a lot, that's my sister honestly. She couldn't choose another word other than delicate?" I laughed.

"I'm sure she know you well enough to be accurate. She pressed me hard to make sure I understood clearly."

"You seen me handle a lot recently, I'm sure you get the picture. I don't want you to think I'm some damn looney toon, but I lost myself coming up off my anti-depressants and did some drastic shit. Zara was there to help me pick up the pieces."

"You on any of that now?"

"No, they offset me so much that I don't ever want to try any of that shit again. Fortunately, enough I'm able to just deal. That is as simple as I can put it. Look, if you think this is going to be too much for you then we can dial it back to the business."

"Nah, nah, hell nah, look at me." Chris slightly tilted my head up to align back with his. "That isn't what I was getting at, it was just a question. I'm good with you," he gave me a kiss. "I just want to make sure that I know how to handle you. I don't want to set off any triggers, or none of that shit. I don't know if I need to pick up any refills, or some shit"

"No, I'm fine." I laughed. "I hope she didn't make me sound too crazy."

"Nah, she pitched you just right." He cracked a smile.

It was on me to lean closer to complete the gap between us. Just as I kissed him Chris rolled onto his back, pulling me in the roll to lay top of him. He adjusted himself which caused me to lean back to make sure he was comfortable, Chris waited to finish what I had started. He gazed up at me, lifting his hand up to move a piece of hair out my face.

"I don't know why I want you so bad, I crave you. I love to feel you, I like spending hours talking to you. If you think I'm afraid of some pills, that the least of your worries. You are fucking beautiful. Even though I'm on brick, I don't even want to get inside you, I just want you Savon."

"I want you too," I laid upon his chest as I kissed him again.

Chris hands had spread down the coarse of my hips, his lips pressed against mine had quickly intensified as he began to tug on my bottom lip in between our tongues dancing with each other. His hands found their way back up to caress around my shoulders, Chris had slipped up and lightly applied pressure to my neck.

"Ouuu, you know you shouldn't have did that." I sensually gasped.

Chris gripped a little tighter as he leaned me back down to kiss him, he went off his own script and had began to take love bites out of my neck. For someone not trying to get some, he definitely was tempting me to fuck. His nibbles on my spot made me moan softly in his ear, I couldn't help but to give a slight lick with the tip of my tongue on his ear.

"You don't have to prove that you are here just for me, you made it clear. Can I get some dick now?"

Chris let out a laugh then swiftly flipped me over to switch positions, "no." was his answer.