my creaky self

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this is all my fault

I've been coasting, and resting
and complacent
in the lies I've convincingly told myself

I try to call a foul
to claim how this is unfair
and this is not what I deserve

but it is

I try to blame it on the stars
on luck, or of thereof I lack
I try to turn it
play the victim, yet again

but this is my fault

what do i do now?

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