Won't say goodbye|Oikawa

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Requested by: Ayano_Hasegawa
This is the first time I wrote a song shot so don't blame me if it sucks
P.S. if you see a ~ at the beginning of a sentence, it's a flashback.

Oikawa stood there, crying at the front of your grave well holding a tiny black box.

I never felt
That it was wise
To wish too much
To dream too big

"(Y/N)-chan, please come back. I had so much planned for us. We were gonna have such a good life ahead of us." Oikawa said, his tears flowing down his face nonstop.

Would only lead
To being crushed

"Why (Y/N)-chan!? Why'd you leave!? There are so much people in this world who are mourning your death!" Oikawa shouted to nothing, slamming the concrete floor well kneeling. "They all want you back......I want you back. So please....."

Then I met you
You weren't afraid
Of anything
You taught me how
To leave the ground
To use my wings

~
"Oikawa! I'll always be here! Don't think I'll ever leave you!"

"Promise?"

"Promise!"
~

I never thought a hero
Would ever come my way
But more then that
I never thought
You'd be taken away

"Why? Why!? Why'd you leave me!? People keep telling me its not my fault. That I couldn't do anything to stop it. That everyone's time will come soon! But I don't believe it one bit! I could've stopped you from driving there! I could've stopped you from being taken away!"

~
"(Y/N)-chan, can you come to my place first? Its super important~!"

"Of course I'd go! I'll be there in 20 minutes, Kay?"

"Great! Love you, bye!"

He hung up the phone, preparing the black box.
~

Now it's cold without you here
It's like winter lasts all year

~
"Are you Tooru Oikawa?"

"Yes, but why are you asking?"

"(F/N) (L/N) sadly...passed away in the hospital today. We are telling you this because she had told us to contact you about the incident before passing from injury. She has major injuries from a car crash. Apparently...the car she crashed into was a bunch of underage teenagers drinking...they have been,been apprehended sir. We are very sorry for your loss, please forgive the station for not being more aware about who roams the streets."

He dropped the box.
~

But your stars still in the sky
So I won't say goodbye
I don't have to say goodbye

Oikawa looked down at the floor, seeing how wet he made it with his tears.

My days of doubt
were in the past
With you around
You helped me feel
I had a place
Direction found

"Please (Y/N)-chan. Come back to me. I need you to help me find my way back." The brunet said, not raising his voice this time. " *sigh*, what's the point of asking a grave, its just an object, it can't answer."

You showed me that
A greater dream
Can be achieved

Enough resolve
Will conquer all
If we believe

~
"We'll solve our problems together! Through thick and thin I will always be here to help you when you're in need. So don't worry."

"Thanks, (Y/N)-chan. I love you."

"I love you too."
~

The light you gave to guide me
Will never fade away
But moving forward Never felt
as hard as today

"(Y/N)-chan, I love you so much. I want to be with you again. Even if I can't see you physically, please.....guide me like you always do. I know that I'm not the best man in the world, and you deserve someone better then some trash, but.....please keep loving me as your last favor you'll ever do. Because I'll never be able to say goodbye." He knelt down in front of the grave and put the black box next to the picture of you.

Now it's cold without you here
It's like winter lasts all year
But your star's still in the sky

Oikawa stood up and glanced at your grave filled with bouquets and all sorts of gifts piled up next to it, and the black box he had with him opened, revealing a stunning diamond ring that shined the brightest out of all the gifts. As he walked away, he swore he could hear a faint voice, exactly like yours, saying "Thank you, I love you." To him.

So I won't say goodbye

End•

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