Even If You Don't // Calum Hood

Chapter 23: There's a Really Big World at Your Fingertips

Mari's POV; September 29th

Once we were back in Sydney after the Melbourne and Brisbane shows, we were all pretty bummed that tour was almost over but we were more determined than ever to make the second Sydney show – the final show of the tour – the best one we'd ever given. The girls and I had gone back to our hotel after soundcheck – we decided to get a hotel rather than stay with the boys at their house again simply because, in Kaylynn's words, 'you idiots are too messy and we will actually go insane if we stay there for an extended period of time'. The boys obviously rolled their eyes when she said it – the other girls and I were too busy laughing to really appreciate the unamused looks on their faces – but they reluctantly agreed to give us our space anyway.

We did our usual things after soundcheck – Calum and I went out on an impromptu lunch date while everyone else did their own things – before we all went back to the venue to prepare for the show. We went outside to meet fans for a bit before my band had to get our outfits for the show put on. The energy in our dressing room was crazy – we were all excited and nervous and terrified and pumped up at the same time – but we were all sure this was going to be the most memorable night of our lives.

~

An hour and a half later

"We hope you guys had fun tonight!" Kenzie announced, making everyone cheer.

"Yeah," Vanessa agreed, "We hope we weren't the worst openers you've ever had the displeasure of forcing yourself to sit through."

"Geez, Nessa," I laughed loudly into my mic, "Don't kill the mood right before our last song of the tour."

"And speaking of our last song of the tour..." Kenzie grinned, "We're gonna let you guys in on a little secret, okay?" The audience screamed in response.

"I'm not sure they really want to hear it, Kenz," Kaylynn shook her head teasingly, "They don't sound like they do."

"She has a point," Vanessa giggled, "I think if they wanted it that bad, they could be a little louder."

"They want it!" I played along, "Look at them! They're practically begging for it!"

"I'm just not convinced, Mar," Kenzie sighed dramatically.

"Well, I know they do," I said thoughtfully, "How about you guys prove the rest of my band wrong, huh?" The crowd cheered again, so I went on, "On three, I want y'all to be as loud as you possibly can, okay?" They gave more cheers as I started counting. "One... Two... Three!" I gave them the floor and they definitely delivered, screaming louder than any crowd we'd had since we joined the tour.

"Alright, alright!" Kenzie laughed, "I believe you!"

"So," Kaylynn giggled, beginning to explain what we were referring to, "When the girls and I started this band, we knew from pretty much day one that we wanted Lost and Found to be our name."

"Right," Vanessa nodded, "And we loved it so much that we just couldn't let the opportunity to write a song about it slip away."

"We know there are a lot of you who can relate to feeling like you're so small that you don't matter and feeling like you're lost in the world," I finished the speech, "But if you take anything from our music, we want it to be that you do matter and that you mean so much more than you'll ever give yourselves credit for; And this is how the lost get found." The fans screamed again at the mention of the song title, ready to sing our last song with us.

[Kenzie]

Hello, my friend
I remember when you were so alive with your wide eyes
'Til the light that you had in your heart was stolen
Now you say that it ain't worth staying
You wanna run, but you're hesitating
I'm talking to me