Just A Bet

It's all your fault

I looked down and my dad was on the floor in front of me blood was coming out of his stomach the two guys ran away I kneeled and put my dad in my arms carter called in ambulance my dad was still breathing he started closing his eyes his breathing got slow I now had tears rolling down my cheeks. I can't lose my dad I over him way to much he's the only one that understands me I need him in my life my dad can leave me he looked at me and said I need you to be strong I love you princess in a whispered voice I heard ambulance sirens and two men ran over to me with a bed they put my dad on it and put an oxygen mask on him and put him in the ambulance when they were putting him in the ambulance my mom pulled up in the driveways she quickly got out the car and ran to my dad she got in the ambulance with him and they left to the hospital I had some of my dad's blood on my hands and all over my dress carter looked at me and said come on ill take you to the hospital I nodded and we got in his car and he pulled out the driveway and drove to the hospital we were there in a few minutes I still had tears coming down I carter parked in front of the hospital. We got out his car and walked in the hospital we walked to the front desk and asked where my dad was the lady at the front desk said he's in the operating room there trying to get the bullets out you can wait in the waiting area in on the third floor a doctor should come and tell you how everything turns out she gave us a pass. Carter and me went to the elevator and got in carter looked at me and said don't worry he'll be alright I just nodded all I wanted was to see my dad and for the doctors to tell me everything is alright. The elevator doors opened and we walked out my mom was sitting on a chair crying. I really don't care right now I just want my dad I walked over to one of the nurses and asked how my dad was doing she looked at me with a sincere look and said he's in the operating room this will be a long process and its very risky one f the bullets went through his lungs and the other one hit a delicate part in his stomach. I felt tears coming down again she looked at me and said have a seat we'll keep you updated I nodded and sat down carter sat next to me and said don't worry it will be aright you need to stay strong for your dad. He wiped my tears away my sister walked in and sat next to my mom and comfort her both of them were crying I got a text from Sarah telling me her mom and her had an emergency and they were going to go to new York I said alright. I didn't tell Sarah anything because I didn't want to make her feels bad for having to leave and not be with me. Luke and Lucy walked in I looked at them confused and carter said I texted Lucy telling her what happened and I told her to tell Luke so that they could come be with you I thanked him and he nodded Luke walked over to me and hugged me he kissed my cheek and said I'm so sorry this happened love don't worry your dad will be fine Lucy gave me a hug and said everything will be fine.
************1 hour later**************
I was sitting with Luke he had his arm around my waist and my head was on his shoulder Luke's phone vibrated and he said love I have to go I'm so sorry I was upset he was leaving but he can't be with me 24/7 Lucy said then I guess I have to go too Luke's my ride sorry grace I wish I could stay I nodded and said its ok they left and carter got up and sat next to me he looked at me and said how you feeling I said like shit he said you'll see your dad will be alright before you know a doctor will come over here and say he's fine. I just nodded. A few minutes later a doctor came in he looked at us and said I'm sorry Mr. Williams passed away he couldn't make it I'm sorry for your loss. I fell to my knees and burst into tears my heart was shattered into pieces this can't possibly be true there has to be a mistake he can't be dead he can't leave me I was so angry and sad and all I wanted was to die and be with my dad. Carter looked at me and picked me and put his arms around me I hugged him back and I buried my face into his chest and cried while he tried comforting me I pulled away and looked at my mom she looked at me with pure hatred in her eyes she looked like she wanted to kill me she walked over to me smacked me and said this is all your fault your dad died because of you it's your fault all of this I don't want you near me get out and leave me and your sister alone don't even bother going to my house because I'll kill you, you just like you killed your dad. I cried even more I can't believe she thinks everything is my fault a doctor came and told her to calm down she said no I want her to leave now I don't want her here my husband died because of her she killed him the doctor said no your husband was shot it's not your daughters fault she yelled out yes it is this is all her fault it's her fault he's dead. Carter looked at me and said grace its best if we go come on I said no I'm not leaving I want to see my dad dead or alive the doctor said miss its best if you leave please I nodded and carter and me walked to the elevator it went down and we got out we walked out the hospital and my heart was shattered into pieces once again Luke and Lucy were swallowing each other right in front of the hospital door I looked at them I walked over to them and I tapped Luke's shoulder he turned around and looked at me by now carter was standing next to me Luke said grace this isn't what it looks like I love you she kissed me I didn't kiss her back I swear love Lucy looked at him and said that's not true you kissed me back I got closer o Luke and slapped him and said were threw don't ever talk to me you fucking jerk how could you cheat on me with one of my best friends I slapped Lucy she was about to slap me back but I caught her hand I looked at her and said you fucking bitch how could you do this to me Lucy. I looked at both of them and said don't ever talk to me again Luke laughed and said fine I never liked you anyway I wanted to fuck you and I didn't get some Lucy pleasured me in ways you will never understand she's great in bed she gave me more in the last three weeks than your bitch ass ever did. I felt so hurt he just wanted my virginity he never loved me carter punched him knocking him down Lucy gasped and said grace I'm sorry forgive me please I turned around and walked over to carters car carter walked behind me he unlocked the car and we got in he turned the car on and said he's a jerk and she's a slut don't shed any tears for them I looked out the window and just let the tears come out this night could not get any worst carter pulled out the parking spot he was in and started driving he parked his car in his drive way and we got out his car. We walked to the front door and he opened it we went in and walked to the living room I sat on the sofa and buried my face in my hands and cried carter came and lift my head up he tried making me look up to him but I looked away he said grace look at me I looked at him staring into his beautiful eyes and he said princess you need to stay strong your dad will always be here with you he’s always going to look after you he loves you your his little girl your mom was just really upset she needs some time and Luke doesn’t deserve your tears he’s an asshole your too beautiful and smart to cry over an asshole like him. I said carter you don’t understand what I'm feeling I lost everything tonight my dad died my mom hates me one of my best friends betrayed me and the person I’m deeply in love with cheated on me I just want to die. He looked at me and said fuck him and fuck her there not worth your tears princess your dad is always going to be with you and your mom she’s just having a hard time. I looked at him and said carter I gave him six months full of love I love him and he cheats on me with Lucy all this shit happens to me and I just can’t take it anymore I’m done my dad died he’s suppose to be with me forever he can’t leave me he promised he would always be there. But he left carter said your dad is always going to be with you and Luke doesn’t deserve you. You grace Williams deserve much better. you should get some rest princess its really late I said ok without a warning he picked me up bridal style and took me up to his room he sat me on his bed and walked over to his closet he took out a shirt basketball shorts and some boxers he gave me the shirt and said you can wear this if you want or you can get something else my closets right there feel free to get a different shirt or whatever I'm going to take a quick shower ok I'll take a shower in the guest room in case you need to use the bathroom I just nodded he left and I stood up I was angry at myself for not believing carter or Alex when they told me about Luke and I was mad at myself because my dad took the shots I was suppose to get he stepped in front of me it is my fault I should be dead not him. I walked in the bathroom and closed the door I locked it I looked in the cabinets in it to see if carter had something I could use I couldn’t find anything excerpt a glass bottle of cologne that was almost empty I smashed it on the ground and grabbed one of the broken pieces if glass and looked at my wrist I haven't done this in a long time I pressed the glass on my skin and slid it from one side to the other blood started coming out I continued doing it for five minutes on both my wrists I heard carter call out my name and then knock on the door I didn’t open it I just continued sliding the glass on my skin it made me feel better carter pushed the door open he looked at and then at wrist he pulled me into a hug and said I’m sorry princess I left you alone this is my fault I’m so sorry I said this isn’t your fault he lift my wrist up and kissed every single cut I had he finished and did the other wrist his lips had blood on then now he took the piece of glass I was using out of my hand and held out his wrist and said do everything you want to do to yourself to me I said no and I dropped the piece of glass he looked at me and said princess promise me no matter what you will never do this again I said cant promise you that he said yes you can I sighed and said I promise he smiled at me and said thank you he got a paper towel and wiped the blood off my wrists and wrapped them with a bandage he picked me up bridal style and put me on his bed said time for you to rest princess he gave me the same shirt again and said put this on you'll be more comfortable I ok but can you pull my zipper down he chuckled and said sure he stood in front of me and pulled me towards him he reached the zipper and slowly pulled it down once in awhile his fingers would have contact with my bare skin making me shiver he finished and turned around to let me take the dress off and put on the shirt I took the dress off and put on the shirt that had the batman sign on it wasn’t really short but it wasn't long either it went about two inches under my bum. I said ok you can turn around he looked at me and but his lip I went in the bathroom and so did he I looked at myself in the mirror and wiped off the makeup that was now completely ruined I looked awful I wiped it off and dried my face with a towel I walked to Carter's bed and laid down he gave me a kiss on the cheek and tucked me in he got a pillow and a blanket from the guest room and put it on the floor and laid there I looked at him and said you..you...can..um..sleep...on..the..bed...with....me he stood up and said you sure I said yes and he laid on the bed next me he got under the covers and without even thinking I got closer to him and put my head on his chest and my arm around his bare chest he smelled really good. He wrapped his arms around me for a moment I forgot everything that was happening to me and I was happy to be with carter. I started falling asleep and before I knocked out I heard carter sigh and say princess what are you doing to me.