confessions on the wall - lashton

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A/N: gonna start adding the date so y'all aren't confused sorry I suck
also, obviously, I tweaked Ashton's family life but 🤷
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21 February 2018

Ashton: 6:14AM
okie, so i feel bad about
this, because i just
looked through some
of our texts and literally
even when they start off
talking about you, i always
steer the conversation to
talking about myself. i
am aware of it. i am sorry.
today we are only going to
talk about you.

Ashton: 6:16AM
notice how i started this
you day by feeling bad for
mysELF. can't help my
selfishness ig 😅

Luke: 7:03AM
Sorry, I just woke up.
But, uh, I like talking
about you??? I kinda
suck so really you don't
wanna waste a perfectly
good conversation
talking about me.

Ashton: 7:28AM
a conversation about
you is perfectly good.

Luke: 7:30AM
Smooth. But fr, I am
quite uninteresting so
I'm not really sure why
you would want to talk
about me. Like, at all.

Ashton: 7:31AM
sorry, decisions already
been made, sweetie.

Luke: 7:31AM
Not if I don't tell you
anything.

Ashton: 7:32AM
but you will. 'cause you
think i'm cute, remember?
and cuteness always
trumps stubbornness.

Luke: 7:33AM
Ew, don't talk about Trump.

Ashton: 7:33AM
that's not what i...
just talk to me.

Luke: 7:34AM
About what? I was talking
to you last time I checked.

Ashton: 7:35AM
about youuuuuu. when's
your birthday? what's
your favorite color?
favorite flower? favorite
childhood memory -or
any memory that warms
your cold cold heart. Also,
i expect a selfie in return
for the one i sent you because
i really don't think that it's fair.

Luke: 7:37AM
July 16th, brown (ik, it's
weird. Like, nobody ever
picks this color but I love
it sooo), easter lilies, anddd
when I was 13 my parents
took my brothers and I to
the states to go to Disneyworld.
That was pretty fun.

Ashton: 7:39AM
you have brothers?

Luke: 7:40AM
Yep. 2. Both older. They're
also both jackasses but I
love them.

Luke: 7:40AM
What about you? Any
siblings?

Ashton: 7:41AM
that's cool! and sorta?
i technically have a half
sister and brother on my
mom's side. my sister
recently reached out
to me a few years ago but
we've never actually met
in real life. i'm sorta too
afraid to. y'know. and idk
i guess i'm sort of jealous.

Luke: 7:43AM
Why're you jealous of a
girl you've never even met?

Ashton: 7:43AM
i just like... idk it's hard to
explain. i guess because
my mom kept them. i mean,
she walked out on me when
i was a baby... why did she
keep them? and i know that's
not my sister's fault or anything
it just doesn't make sense to me.

Luke: 7:45AM
I get it. I'm sorry. Maybe she
just wasn't ready at the time.
She needed to grown some
more before having a kid.
Have you tried to reach out
to your mother?

Ashton: 7:46AM
no... and Lauren, my sister,
tried to get me to but i
just couldn't. who knows
if she even wants to talk to
me anyway. if she wants to,
her daughter has my number
so... so i doubt she wants
anything to do with me.

Luke: 7:47AM
Does she know that your
sister has been talking to
you?

Ashton: 7:48AM
no. apparently she had to
do some project on her
family tree at school and
my mom told her about me
and my dad. she said she
did her own research after
that and finally found me
on facebook. she said if i
wanted to talk to my mom
then she would tell her that
she had my number, but i
don't want to talk to her.

Ashton: 7:50AM
but at the same time...
i want answers.

Luke: 7:51AM
Maybe you should think
about it, I mean, you never
know until you try.

Ashton: 7:52AM
well, well, well, look who's
being mr. optimistic. but,
hey, this is your day to
talk all about yourself and
somehow i've managed
to steer the conversation
back towards myself. so
now i'm giving it back to you.
talk about yourself. go on.

Luke: 7:53AM
Idk what to even say,
honestly. But, hey, I have
class that's about to start. I'll
text you after school, okay?

Ashton: 7:54AM
okie. have fun in hell.

Luke: 7:55AM
Have fun, like, doing
whatever the fuck you
do while normal people
are at school.

Luke: 7:55AM
NOT THAT YOURE NOT
NORMAL, THAT'S NOT
WHAT I MEANT!

Ashton: 7:56AM
lmao shut up and get to
class.

Ashton: 7:56AM
also, i expect that selfie later.