Bullies|| Noah schnapp x reader

Part 28

Your pov**

"I'm not doing this anymore!" Noah whisper shouted

"What? Why! I'll tell her" millie said back

When Sadie heard that she grabbed my arm and tried to pull me away 'wait' I Mouthed and tried to listen to them

"Don't you dare! I'm done with this" he said and I heard him storm off

Sadie and I ran down the hall as quickly and quietly as possible

"What was that all about?" I asked and giggled nervously

"I don't know, friend issues?" Sadie suggested

"Eh" I laughed, we went to go get some iced coffees and then went back to my room

Once we were in there I got a notification that Millie Bobby Brown went live

Sadie and I looked at each other and I decided to open and watch it

User12: hey y/n arrived!

Fanpage17: oml hi y/n ily so much

Noahschnapp: millie? What are you doing

Y/u/n: yeet

Wheezingschnapp: oh hello!

Snatchedschnapp: follow me on my instamagram :,)

Y/u/n: smooth

"Oh fun hi Noah and y/n!" She smiled

"I don't have a good feeling about this" Sadie says I agree for some reason

"Let's just wait till more people join and we'll start" millie said

She was top live a minute later, she started a q & a and I was getting bored so I was about to exit when millie read a comment aloud that caught my attention

"Can you ask Noah for me if he could be my boyfriend?" Millie said

"Uhh wouldn't that be considered cheating. If he did go out with you? I mean he's already going out with Juli-" Millie said but cut herself off realizing what she had just slipped out

What does she mean by that? It took me a while to let what she just said sink in and when it did I felt like I had just been slapped, stabbed, shot and tossed around, my heart ached more than I could've imagined.

The comments went crazy into assuming he had a gf, maybe she was just kidding?

"Oh shoot, you guys didn't hear that from me! Noahs gonna kill me. I have to go now.. bye!" She said and ended her live

I turned my phone off and felt like crying, so Noah led me on into believing he liked me? He basically cheated on his girlfriend when he kissed me and he just used-

Sadie saw the look on my face and tried to hug me but I just moved away, I was piecing everything together. Then it hit me

"Did you know?" I said looking at Sadie, a lump forming in my throat

She just stared at me and didn't say anything

"Sadie please leave" I said quietly "LEAVE!" I said more loudly

I felt so backstabbed, I was way too mad at this point. I didn't wanna hurt Sadie so it would be better if she just left

"Y/n I-" she started but I cut her off

"SADIE LEAve!" I shouted, my voice cracked a bit in the end and I got angrier

Sadie seemed to see this and she left my room, once she was gone I grabbed my phone and threw it as hard as I could to the door. I don't care if it cracked. It made a loud sound as it hit the door, and I broke down into tears

I can't believe Noah would do this to me, to his girlfriend. He kissed me knowing he had a girlfriend, he led me into thinking he likes me, he- no I can't blame him for me falling for him, can I? No that was my stupid fault. I shouldn't have been stupid enough to actually give my heart out just like that. All the anger I felt for him I feel for myself now too

Why did I have to be so stupid? Noah liking me? Noah being a sweet innocent kid? It's all just an act, I can't believe I fell for it too. The thought made me so angry it was almost funny

I grabbed a pillow and screamed into it, although it muffled it just a little it sounded like bloody murder in my room.

I heard a knock at my door and I didn't care this time I kept crying, the tears came out so easily it made me feel a bit better, I wasn't a loud noisy crier, I was a silent crier, time to time I gasp for air as if I'm choking but that's the only noise you'll hear from me.

"Y/n you okay in there?" I hear a voice say, I couldn't really make it out since I was too caught up in my own pain, I didn't even listen to the voice. It sounded male though.

I look through the peep hole and it's someone I wouldn't expect to come in a million years. I opened the door and wiped my tears

"What do you want?" I say a little too harshly

"Just to check up on you. You seem broken, is there anything I can do for you?" He asked in a gentle voice

"Like what?" I asked then I thought for a moment "actually, what's the deal with Noah? Do you know"

"Noah? Well yeah, can I enter?" He asked I looked back and allowed him in

"Come on please tell me, why would he do that?" I asked

Hi my nail broke lol. I hope you guys are enjoying these horrid chapters :,)

Don't worry they get worse..

HAHA some of you are probably at school right now, I went today for orientation and ugh I'm already dreading going back. There was this really cute boy there though :,) I remember him from when I was in 4th grade and WHOOSH puberty hit him hard, I still love Noah though so yeet

Why am I telling you this? Idk lmao anyways hope you who had school had a great day