Tiana's POV
When I woke up the next morning it was the crack of dawn. Jason was sleep and the TV was still on, indicting that Jason was up for a good amount of time last night. I got out of the bed and walked into the kitchen. I sighed looking at the spotless suite. Usually I would clean up my apartment, but the hotel always sent housekeepers up to the suite. We would leave a the place a mess some mornings and come back like no one had ever been there. I walked into Aiden's room and there was nothing to do in there because I made him clean it up yesterday morning. I sighed and went back into the kitchen. I opened the fridge debating on whether or not I should eat something. There was this little nagging voice in the back of my head telling me that I didn't need to and I was trying to push it back, but I've been slowly losing that battle all week, but I would continue to try to fight through. I don't know if Jay's noticed or not but lately I've been eating less than usual and I snuck and ordered some diet pills and had them shipped to my old apartment so that he wouldn't see them. I don't know why, but my old high school insecurities were all of a sudden cumming back up to surface. Part of me thinks that it's because of Jason coming back into my life. I know that it's a good thing that he's back, but it really had to do with the way that he looked.
I mean my man was fine. I mean he was fine in high school, but he was REALLY fine now. I mean it's like he left and came back wish an upgrade. He no longer had that little bit of leftover babyface. It was replaced with a lovely chiseled chin. His once skinny athletic built was replaced wish this buff build that also upgraded his once six pack with an eight pack. I LOVE the upgrade. ESPECIALLY the tattoos. The enhanced his perfection and I couldn't help but trace them when ever I could. I don't think Jay really minded either. Me though. I felt like I down graded. I've always been on the thick side and when I got to highschool it started become more and more of a problem with me. When I met Jay he had no problem with my body. Hell, he didn't now. He thinks I'm the most beautiful thing to walk the earth. I however disagreed. My ass and tits got bigger after I had Aiden and my stomach was no different. I've always had an hourglass figure but my stomach always poked out a little. However when I had Aiden it got pudgier and was now covered in stretchmarks. I know that I worked at a bar where I had to show my body but (a. There were other girls with better bodies that would take the attention off of me and (b. I would take make up and cover up my stretch marks whenever my stomach was showing. That now however was no longer good enough for me now that Jay was here. I need to be perfect in order to stand next to Jay. I'm sure that he would disagree with me but I think it was really just to make feel better.
Finally, with a frustrated sigh I closed the fridge and walked back into the bedroom. I slid into the bed carefully as not to wake Jay up. I felt him wrap his arms around my waist letting my know that he was almost up but not yet. 'He's taking too long' I thought. Then I got a brilliant idea to make him wake up. I made my way under the covers, rubbing down his chest, making sure to catch his nipple rings. Once I was down to the waistband of his pants, I pulled his dick out and gave it a few small pumps, before spitting on it to allow me to pump him faster. I gave him a few more pumps before taking him into my mouth. I sucked on the head a little twirling my tounge around the slit. He moaned in his sleep as I took the whole thing in my mouth. I continued to skillfully suck him off till he finally woke up.
"Fuck Tiana!" He growled before grabbing my bun and started to fuck my mouth. "Shit that feels good."
"Mmmm." I moaned around his dick.
"You like that Babygirl," he groaned. "You like sucking Daddy's dick?"
I didn't get a chance to answer because he held my head down, causing me to choke and gag on his dick. I fucking loved it. I know a lot of girls didn't really like giving head, just saw it as a necessary evil. I however loved pleasing my man. It got me off to get him off. I didn't see anything wrong with being a thot for your man and your man ONLY. In highschool I had little to no experience with sex. Jason was my first and even though he had only been wish a few girls before me, he still knew a lot more than me. I was VERY willing to learn though, and he was willing to teach me.
