Sonless Mother of the Revolution

(Interlude)

Amelia's interactions with Amado were short. They were polite and respectful. Succinct and necessary. Even at times, they were mean.

They don't want polite and respectful, they want family.

"Raise your hands, do not tremble."

"I'm-I'm trying―"

"Try harder."

Train better.

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"You are the most hard-headed trainee I've ever had! What if you lost your life, what then?"

"..."

"Go retire to the barracks before I break the rest of your bones."

Don't die.

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"You still read it? The book I gave you?"

"It was my mother's gift to me, I treasure it with my life."

"..."

Learn well.

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"You want to use a dagger than a bolo? Why?"

"I'm better at short range attacks. Can you assist me?"

"...Do what you wish, I won't coddle you."

Stay safe.

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"What are you doing up so late?"

"I'm having trouble sleeping. I've been getting restless lately."

"I will make you tea, come."

"Mothe―Mabaya, this isn't necessary!"

"If I say it is, then it is."

Open up more.

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"Have you visited Estrella?"

"Tita Paloma? I've always enjoyed her company."

"...you still call her your Tita?"

"Well, yes! Aren't you and her allied sisters?"

"..."

Be honest.

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"Amado, get back here!"

"I have to help. I don't have time to argue with you!"

"You dare raise your voice on me―"

"YOU'RE NOT MY MOTHER SO LET ME GO!"

Apologize to those you have hurt.

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"You are finally a Bayani. Do you have a symbolic name in mind?"

"I-I, I was wondering if you could help me."

"..."

"I apologize, I shouldn't have bothered you―"

"Tanashiri. Sacred Lotus."

"...It's a beautiful name, Mabaya. Thank you. I will keep it."

I am proud of you.

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Amelia wonders when she can truly be honest with herself and her charge. When will she be able to talk to him properly, apologize and hold him in her arms again? When can she give herself the chance to be happy?

She realized she gave up the right to choose the day she gave up on him.