I was on the bathroom floor.
I didn't know whether I would throw up.
Maybe I already had.
The bathroom seemed to be my place for mental breakdowns lately.
As my phone was still with Felix, I had taken our tablet to check the news.
It lay next to me on the tiles, screen splintered from the fall.
Through the cracks peeked headline after headline.
Almost three years silence - and now THAT!
Former idols Lee Felix and Yang Jeongin caught cheating on their loved ones - with each other!
What happened to Stray Kids?!
See the photos now - the third one will shock you!
CHEATERS!
No marriage for Yang Jeongin anymore
Who thought our past favourites could do something like that?!
Photos.
Of me and Felix.
Me kissing them.
Us standing close, me without shirt.
So close, so intimate.
Fuck.
Breathing came in ragged painful bursts.
Jihye.
Jihye.
Jihye.
All I could think about was her.
Her broken expression.
I just wanted to explain everything to her.
I couldn't loose her.
In my disdain it had taken me a moment to realize that the kiss was probably worse than everything else for her.
She hadn't been there, hadn't heard my and Felix's conversation, didn't know our relationship that well.
She just saw the pictures.
Just read the headlines.
And they didn't even lie.
It wasn't even fake.
I did kiss Felix and I did cheat on her.
So, everything was the truth.
And yet.
It wasn't anything like they'd written.
Though there was the other part, too.
Everything was out there.
Everything.
Former idol Yang Jeongin making headlines again
So they all were gay after all!
Famous drag queen Miss Ruby Bra outraged: "Give them some goddamn privacy!"
Is Yang Jeongin a trans woman?
Me.
My truth.
YOU ARE READING
waves~ || skz Jeongin
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