1st april

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1 April 2024

Was starting to feel a little too good lately/keeping myself mentally afloat - I was like damn if things keep going like this I ain't gonna have anything to write about in my poetry (not that it was a major concern) but no. this feeling did not last. back to having an existential crisis about the (lack of) direction of my life LOL. Wild how this has direct interrelations with my body image. It feels so fucked up to have to rely on ppl to help u a little w some financial things when ur relationship w them is so complex. It stresses me out. I'm excited to go back to the city and live alone in delusion again. 1 more day here in the country. And my laptop broke. Wish it was an April fools joke.

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