I Will Make Her Mine B.E

chapter 17

a/n
ngl I think I would like my book more if I didn't have to write it...I'll be reading this shit & it gets good not be too full of myself😭 anyways I'm great read.

10 am

billie pov:

i wake up to y/n dead asleep, god she's so pretty. but i'm upset, infuriated honestly. how can i make her date, why does she want to? we kiss, sleep in the same bed & the sex is amazing, so why? I don't know what to do, i thought i was doing everything i could but clearly not...if i was she would be happy with me right now. i roll over and think,  just think, we were supposed to talk last night but i was so tired and so was she too. maybe if everything goes good then by the end i could ask her...my life at this point, hoping, hoping one day she'll look at me the way i do, i love he- "billie" i get cut off  my y/n tired voice,

i roll back over to be met with her eyes, eyes i could look into all day long. "good morning love" i say moving a little bit of hair out of her face, "billie" she grabs my hand to make me cup her face, "look i know we didn't talk yesterday but..i felt it too..." y/n says...WHAT??? no conversation, i thought...no i was for sure she didn't like me. after about a minute of looking at her i smile then kiss her, but this time was different WAYYY different, it wasn't sexual it was wholesome, something i've never done.
i've only been inlove with y/n. so why would i kiss or feel that for anyone else. we hold the kiss for a while, she pulls away, "im so happy you slept over, i love waking up next to you." my heart goes up to my throat, i can't speak i open my mouth nothing comes out, she smile knowing what is happening, "baby? are you nervous?" she lets out a smile laugh then kisses me, "come on we have to get ready, sky n them will be here soon"... trying to get up. right i forget y/n said yes...great. when will i go 24 hour without seeing or thinking about sky, she's the bane of my existence. i cant let her ruin what me & y/n have, especially now. now that

she's mine.

an hour later 

y/n pov:

i come back to the room after getting ready but i didn't see billie. the beds made but where is she? i ask myself. i go downstairs, maybe she's making breakfast? i turn the corner..no. a sense of sadness comes over me. "is that why she was quiet this morning?" i say quietly to myself. "no" i have a voice from behind me but, it's not billies. i turn around to see drew. "hey do you know where billie is?" i ask trying to hide the worry in my voice. "nah, i thought you would know." drew replies, weird, she would tell me if she was leaving. shot what if she's didn't want a relationship. she's kinda fucks around, bit that she's even told me but i always knew. the only reason why she would ever calm them down"girlfriends" is because of finding out in a way too obviously for her to cover up. "do you know when sky coming? i've been needing to tell her something" draw asked walking over to the kitchen. "no idea, they should be here soon" before i could sit down i hear a knock on the door. for some reason im nervous, maybe it's billie? no, sky? draw gets the door...

alex?

to be continued

due to billie coming out w a new album why not post on here again:)