Why....why do I like him AGAIN?! We have dated twice...TWICE before and im still not over him. He is one of my best friends brother, and i feel wrong dating him, but it feels so right when i am. We can do anything together (except for the fact im an awkward bean :D) he is super funny and never fails to make me laugh. Every time we touch it sends this tingle through my body. (You started to sing didnt you? No just me ok whatever lol.) I love the feeling and just want to be held by him. Before he was like a foot shorter than me but know im shorter than him so having a short guy fantasy is out of the question but having a teddy bear boyfriend can still happen. DONT JUDGE MY FANTASIES!! But still i want to hold him while he holds me I thought i was over him but clearly no some people would know him as Liam. I tell people to not say his name but even though he did make me mad at one point ive gotten over it and now im beating myself up saying that i like him, then i dont like him. AHHHHH! Why does love have to be so complicated i cant get him out of my head. People might be mad but I do not care I just...i just..i dont know i want him then i dont........why..... *sigh* When I was at my friends house her brother and i would make eye contact he would tease me and mess around with me. When we were watching a movie me and him would make eye contact, and I would just stare at him because he was more interesting than the movie. He might be rowdy and childish but i think thats cute. Idk anymore, aslo sorry katie but yeah, its not like he will find out anyways or you will find out he he...
WELP! Thats the update on how my life is going ttfn- ta ta for now!!!~Tigger (Winnie The Pooh)
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RandomI have written this book to pour things out I normally cant in real life. When im feeling emotional or hyper I come here and write. Thank you for those who are willing to read and its fine if you dont, just know Im looking for some friends. This wil...
