I felt heavy, bland and very insecure when I woke up the next morning. The other girls were at the vanities getting ready while I had just arisen from my decadent sleep. I yawned and trudged out of the room and into the bathroom. Tiredly, I opened the door to be shocked awake.
"Hey! Good morning!" The guy with light brown hair from the day before waved to me. My eyes widened in shock and I covered my eyes. "No need to be shy! You joining?" I turned to go only to be faced by more exposed skin, but this time of Josie.
"Hey, Holly, how'd you sleep?" Josie asked me. I swallowed as she stepped past me, completely naked and into the shower.
"Erm, fine." I walked out of the shower room and had to collect myself in the hall. I had never showered with other people before. I had never even thought about it in my life. But everyone else was acting as if it wasn't even that big of a deal. But then again, I'd be sleeping with people I didn't know...I shouldn't be so self-conscious. But my body was my body and I had a choice in who got to see it. But...Madame Gigi made appointments. I might not even get a choice in who my clients are.
"What's the matter? Fucking scared?" Missy asked with fake sympathy. I glared at her.
"Leave me the fuck alone." I snapped at her. One thing was for sure, I was wide awake by this point. She cackled.
"Oh, little miss innocent has a potty mouth. Wasn't expecting that." She flung her hair over her shoulder and sauntered away from me. I took a deep breath, trying to calm down. Inside the shower room, I could hear someone singing and others joking with each other. How could they be that comfortable while being so exposed in front of other people?
"You okay there?" A guy with shoulder length blonde hair and wide blue eyes asked me. He had really long eyelashes and rosy cheeks. I nodded. He was so...pretty. But, like a feminine man kind of pretty. "It's okay, I know it's a little weird. But if you're really that uncomfortable, I'll show you the client shower. But it's probably not the cleanest of showers."
"I'll take that, thank you." I told him sheepishly. He smiled and led me to a small bathroom down the hall. It was pretty gross looking. There was white stains on the brown rugs and the smell of lavender and sex hung in the air. I glanced at the guy beside me. "Um-"
"Yeah, we don't clean it as often as we should. But it's okay, the water works and everything." The guy told me with a shrug.
"Okay, thanks, uh...your name?"
"Shay. And anytime." And he closed the door behind him, leaving me in the filthy bathroom. It was very evident that people had had sex in there. I turned on the shower and undressed. I stepped under the water and along the shower tiles were lipstick marks and even more white stains. I could see why no one wanted to clean this bathroom.
I hurried in the shower and left the client bathroom with a towel wrapped around me. On my way back to the girls' room, the naked guy from the shower tapped me on the shoulder.
"Hey, there. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable." He gave me a wide grin. I shook my head.
"I'm just not used to seeing naked people this early." I admitted with a small laugh.
"Well, you might wanna get used to it though. Showering together is a great bonding experience." He went on. "Plus, it's nice, ya know. Like a free peek show at your friends." I couldn't tell if he was joking or being serious. I didn't want to know what other people looked like under their clothes. That's why clothes were invented.
"Are you being serious or...?"
"I'm being serious. I originally wanted to be a porn star, but eh, I still get paid to have sex, so this is close enough." He was being serious and that made me a bit more uncomfortable, especially since I was covered by a mere towel.
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Whore (Oliver Sykes Fanfic)
FanfictionWe all have sob stories, tragic endings and depressing truths. Holly's had her share of terrible realities, but at her last resort, can she either find her own inner strength to stand or will she crumble and burn in a blaze of pointless hope?